i'm dissapointed in my self. i was just looking at my checking account and i realized how much money i spend on frivolous stuff. like the most expensive stuff i buy is like clothes (which i dont buy that much of, but i did by an expensive pair of running shoes the other day, but they were worth it, their like running on clouds) and food, and gas. now the gas is understandable right? but i wish i had a different car. a more economical car. the clothes i need cause mine dont really fit. but what really gets me is the eating out. i need to stop it. but it's a good way to hang out with friends. i didnt really get to see that many friends this summer, but when i did, we ate out.

i need to force my self to live on a budget some how or another. it's going to be more difficult i recon since i'm living in an apartment and i dont have a meal plan, but i'll figure it out. i'm just so mad that i spent so much money this past summer. oh well. some of it was worth it. like buying gas for the boat. or when i went on trips or going out to eat. and i guess the clothes and shoes were worth it.

i guess i just didnt realize how expensive it is to grow up.

anyways. i only have one night left to work at nissan. heck ya

i dont like the place, but you cant beat the money.

piece