i'm going to start looking on the bright side of things again. used to no matter what happened everything was still gravy. even though things dont work out for me how i want them to, it doesnt matter. things can always be worse. things arent as bad as i think they are, but their not always peachy

i also need to strengthen my walk with God. right now i'm just coasting by, but that definately isnt good enough.

this break has been pretty good. we might go fly my remote control air plane that i got for christmas a couple of years ago. it'll be the maiden flight. and it'll be awesome. hopefully the weather will hold out. but if not, thats ok.

my dad was talking crazy. something about how we needed to cut two trees in the back yard this week. i dont think we will, but that means i gotta drive in one weekend and do it. should be fun. i really dont mind doing work like that, i just didnt want to have to do that on my break.

i better go.

piece