So here's the deal. Everything in my life seems to be going beautifully, and I would never let anyone know otherwise, but you know, it's kind of lonely here. I'm missing something very important. I'm actually enjoying my classes, and I have an amazing job as a pharmacy assistant. (Well, I hope I still have it, my till was off last night when they counted). I thought I was happy, but then on my days off, I just sit in my room with nothing to do, no one to hang with. I just stare at the computer all day long. I try to make friends, but people here just seem like they don't need another friend or something, ya know? Tomorrow, though, I'm going to eat lunch with Tri Sigma, so I hope that goes well. It would be a great way to meet people, and a great source of camaraderie. I guess I should pray about this whole deal. I prayed about the job, and amazingly got it. It's a very weird story, and pretty much miraculous how it happened.

I know I'm supposed to be here, and this is how. You see, I have these dreams, sort of like premonitions. No, I am not joking and I am not crazy. More than a couple of times this has happened. Anyways, deja vu also comes into play with this. You see, I have the dream, and it is stored in some hidden memory. Then, when the event happens, this memory is unlocked, and I remember, in great detail, the dream. Well, the first week of classes, my English professor said that we were going to be reading The Great Gatsby. She then went into how we probably read it in high school and didn't like it. Months earlier, I had a dream, and when I had it I didn't understand it, but that is exactly what happened in my dream.

My life is strange. And I do believe that those dreams also have something to do with the Cruce blessing.