Phusebox is probably about to be inundated with posts like this, but whatever. Here's $0.02:

Fall retreat was good. The speaker was amazing. I got the chance to talk to him quite a bit. His heart is awesome. God time was abundant, love that. The stars were magnificant.

 I love my friends. Sounds kinda sappy, but it's true. Here's the problem though, I don't know if they need me as much as I need them. I try not to be needy. I try to be a passive friend. I like to think they know they can come to me whenever they want or need. I don't think I'm at the top of anyone's list. That's not really a bad thing, but it sure would be nice to be needed sometimes.

I don't usually ask for prayer on here, but I desperately need it now. Firstly, a few of my friendships are tanking horribly. I'm totally helpless on this and absolutely don't know what to do. Secondly, a few friends of mine are going through trials. They hurt and I can't do anything about it. It makes my heart ache. Lastly, I know God has asked me to be single for now. Most of the time I am content with that, but sometimes I get an overwhelming feeling of lonliness and miss the companionship, the deeper relationship that comes with sharing life with someone.
Thank you for praying for these things. Even if you just mention it once, I appreciate it greatly.