well, today has been....boring. Nothing to do whatsoever. Oh well, maybe I can stir up some trouble before the night is over, lol. That's a laugh...me stirrng up trouble? hah! well it did sound interesting.
But yeah, yesterday was fun. Star Wars is by far one of my favorite movies now.

Well, I am learning that being content in Christ is something to be learned. I can't just wake up and suddenly be that way. I have to realize that He truly is the only thing I'll ever need in this life. I also have realized I've been inwardly as well as outwardly complaining about some things and it was wrong of me. Anna, you know what I'm talking about.....I complained to you about stuff actually last night, but I just wanted to say thanks for letting me vent out about stuff,

"Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation in which you shine like stars in the universe as you hold out the word of life- in order that I may boast on the day of Christ that I did not run or labor for nothing." Phillipians 2:14-16

I wonder what it will take for me to be completely satisfied with Christ. I wonder what it will take for me to believe that there is some guy out there for me that'll love me for me. I wonder what it will take for me to see that my inner-beauty is more important to others than my outer appearance.
I do love Jesus with all of my heart and I know He loves me, but sometimes I hate to say that it's not enough for me on this earth when I feel like I need a physical touch or actual words of affirmation, which I don't get from God. I do have His word though and His word tells me I am enough and that He loves me so much.

Well, I'm gonna go for now. I'm meeting Holly and her sister at the movies to see the new Star Wars movie!
I'm excited :)

In Christ, Kaylei

ah pooh, I give up trying to put pictures on this thing.
It'll never work for me. :(

Hello everyone! You know, I've been doing some thinking about my relationship with the Lord. He truly is amazing to me and I do truly love Him with all of my heart. After all, He loved me first and died for me. But I have been taking on the mindset that He should help solve my problems with no help from me. Now I see I was wrong to think that way. He wants me to get up and stop being lazy and do something with my life and fix the things that I have been iritated by. He wants me to have a better mindset and to not get down about certain things that I can't control. He doesn't want me to sit around and mope, He wants me to get up out of bed and live each day as if it were my last. I've been thinking so much about how Kyle McCabe lived his life the last days he was here. He truly lived his life to the fullest and lived up to his potential. I honestly cannot say I have lived that way, but I am starting anew and hope to be all I can be for God.

"Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer." Romans 12: 11-12


-Kaylei :)

okay so I can post pictures on myspace but not on here. weird. but yeah, if you want to see some of my pictures, go to http://www.myspace.com/smiliekay.
well, that's all for right now. Maybe I'll post a real post later.

-Kaylei :)

Hello dear friends. Well, I still can't put pictures up on this site yet, but maybe I'll be able to soon enough.

You know I've been thinking about something.
I wonder why we look for fulfillment in having a boyfriend/girlfriend, or best friend, or other things.
God is truly the only one that we should be desiring
to get to know, because he desired to know us first. But I keep on remembering how many times I have failed to do so. I have wanted a human-love relationship for so long and yet I still don't have that. But, I know this one thing to be true. I won't always have a significant other or have my best friend around, but God is always there and His door is never closed. He loves me just the way I am and accepts me no matter what. I only hope I can love with no end like God does one day.

"Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart." Psalm 37:4

-Kaylei:)

okay so I'm trying to upload pictures on this site and it isn't letting me. It won't go through for some reason.
Anybody know what the problem is?

-Kaylei

yeah so I gave in and decided to do one of these
things. Amy and Anna were talking about it today at my house and I was just thinking I should join.

But yeah, anyways.... I had a fun couple of days.
Martina, Anna, Amy, Katie, Jessica, Holly, and Trena all spent the night at my house and even though the weather was crummy and we couldn't swim, it still ended up being fun. We watched Star Wars which I had NEVER seen before then, but yeah it was awesome.And pretty sure I HAVE to go see the new Star Wars movie now.
well, I hope you all have a wonderful weekend!

In Christ, Kaylei