Been Hell

Ummm so friday I was like yay its friday!!!

And so that day was ok , and then saturday came... I went to my highschool and helped work on the scenery for our play . And then I left I like at like 8:30 Then I went and hungout with one of my best friends for life, nick... and then I got home , and yeh just sat there. And then Sunday came... the day starting of fire and hell..hah sry that was just kinda worded funny ... ok so anyway that day I had planned to go with nick to the mcwane center to get extra points for my science class... but then that didnt happen bc I got a voicemail of Elizabeth crying telling me that our best friend Taylor is moving to  FRIGGIN COLAFRIGGINRADO... RANDOM FRIGGIN STATE. Yeh what made it more upsetting is she I had to find that out from liz who didnt even find out from Taylor, and the worst part is I found out that day and she would be leaving the next day which is today which sucked also bc we had a day off from school... haahh WELL I DIDNT BC  I had to be at my school for our show from 8:30 in the morning to 3:00... and in all of that one more horrible thing just had to happen ... I lost my promise ring when we were practicing , and I have had it since I was in 7th grade... which is forever ago.. I know that its an outer thing that just represents it , and that it doesnt matter if I wear one bc I know in myself that I am keeping my promise, it was just an add on to everything. And I came home and just had a breakdown... hahah and its raining.. and rain is depressing especially when ur driving...yuk. But I am just upset about the future too, like I dont want to grow up... I dont want to say goodbye to people, it hurts like someone just stabbed my heart and threw it away ... liz is here right now , and she is making me feel better, I just want my best friend Taylor to live here, I just dont understand why all of this has to happen , why I have to be in pain , and not stop crying... Im in an emotional roller coaster right now... please pray for me .

Sarah