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Today I saw my Dad for the First time in 9 months

August 21 2006

I just said bye to my dad ... it was very depressing, and im still upset.. I wish I could live in the same state as him , I dont get to see him  and my gma jackie till christmas... heck if I could of been ok for not seeing him for 9 months... and the years before a "whole year" ... then I can wait a couple more months to see my dad and my grandma  again. It just hurts ........a TON.  And now im all crying like a stupid baby. I am ok to say that im proud of my dad now =), yes I said it, my friends prob think im crazy for sayin it, but i am . Im seriously like a replica of his personality, except his past bad habits.  But all thats in the past... Amen, Hallelujah.. Praise mary of joseph  .  




im just really sad though right now dangit... I hate this ... blah ... but there is nothing I can do about it... but go to God. It just hurts really bad, ha I just started bawling when my dad said goodbye and gave me a hug... and then he cried so it made me cry more ... gah. hah its like when someone yawns u yawn too. I dont like goodbyes one bit. They suck . ha. Ok well I hope everyones week goes well . Oh yeh and I played all my music for my dad, and I had also recently just wrote 3 more songs, and my dad helped me add some chords, and now it sounds aweeesomee... and he fixed my amp for my electric guitar !!!! Yay so now I can actually put that thing to use... woot. Anyway I love my dad, all of u should love ur dad ... even if he did the smallest thing ... cause my dad had not been in my childhood basically and now he is trying to come back into my life, and I forgave him .... Forgiveness is a hard thing, but everyone give it a try once in awhile.. cause it makes everything a lot better. For yourself, for other ppl... everything.


* By the way tonight made my year... I played the song " Helplessly Hoping " on my guitar... by Crosby Still Nash and Young, and that was my mom and dads song they would always sing together.. but there is 3 part harmony, and my mom and my dad and I all sang it together.. my dad sang tenor, my mom alto , and me soprano... was the coolest thing ever. Gah my family is so  music oriented... its awesome... but yeh sry just had to add that in about how cool that was =p


in  him


sarah

Elizabeth

August 23 2006
i just read it aloud in a country accent to you ... and it is really funny.. and beautiful it kinda reminds me of forrest gump .. alright well that great yo dadda and he is one cool dude... i wish i could of heard the song yall all harmonized to bc i bet it sounded like a room of angels hahaha ... right now im talking in my country accent and you are laughing at me bc im at yo house and we are about to go to starbucks... whoohooo yippie... k ill talk to you u in about .000000000001 seconds. lheck im talking to you right now. love you - liz

Kelly

August 27 2006
thank you :]

Kelly

August 27 2006
im glad you got to see your dad. :] i would die if my parents we'rent together. you are a very strong person. and so is everyone else who have parents who are divored and never get to see their mom or dad. i know i couldnt not do it. <Br><Br> i hope you get to see your dad more often love. &hearts;