In loving memory of

Laurie Middleton Brock... the most beautiful woman , inner and outer beauty. She was like my second mother, and my moms best friend. Visitation was today, and she looked beautiful , you try to keep emotions from flowing but its so hard. Death can be so scary , but when you know she is in a better place its not so scary anymore. But it still hurts, and I know everyone else is too... of my family and friends. Tomorrow is her funeral... its at Brookwood Baptist... and Laurie * when she could speak a couple months ago* asked me to sing for her on her day of celebration .. and that is what im going to do. "Amazing Grace" ocupela... so if everyone would pray that God sings for me, and that my emotions dont over take me... tomorrow is going to be hard... but I will be ok... I just cant believe this is happening....I hate it... but shouldnt we all want to be there... I think we should ... heaven is suppose to be a magical place... with no pain ... I wish I was there with her, but I know she is looking down on all of us. And tomorrow she will be looking down on me singing for her celebration of her wonderful life. She is like  my guardian angel..... pray for me and the family and friends. I keep on listening to the fix you song by coldplay... and the words so fit of my feelings... I love music.. its almost as cool as God.

~sarah