so my wonderful day started at 5:30 this morning as i went to pick up rachael and madison for all-state tryouts!!!  they were fun and a little stressful...we us siegel kids just loooove pouring honey down our throats...i swear we had to look like some honey addicts with the way we were chuggin' that stuff!!

work, blah, blah, blah...

watched charlie and the chocolate factory...so so movie...

so apparently, i made MID-STATE which is good.  not great, but its better than nothing.  and the plus is that i wouldnt have to miss all-state because of spring break...congrats to everyone who auditioned and succeeded...fabulous darling...

today was a much-fun day!!!

_rebekah

i have been up a total of...18 HOURS!!!  im so tired and i think my voice isnt feeling all that hott...oh well, singing in church in the morning! we'll see how it goes i guess...

leaving for union...very excited...just pray that its all in god's will that i spend the next four years here and pary for megan, cause she's so stressed out...she may be graduating early...its really all in God's hands at this point with nothing we can do to help...i hate feeling helpless...

UNION
so, pretty sure my heart is set on union...if you dont know what union is or where it is, it is a christian college in jackson, tn.  im really really excited cause i've met a few students who are really nice; i have a roomate, maybe two, depending on if she graduates early; everything is just seeming to fall into place...i just have to find the means to pay for it...eek!
megan lacy, kyle mann, brittany, and i are all going on friday for a preview day.  starla went back in february, so yeah,  thats the clan.  excited cause megan and i are driving up there together and staying in the same hotel!  yay yay! i love that girl, she's such an awesome christian influence and it's really refreshing to walk into first period every morning and get to talk to her! 

_rebekah

so, going on the fall retreat...i'll be back on sunday...and im really excited about this yeah...though, it is also coupled with monotony cause we do the same thing every year, i love all the seniors going...so yeah, fun times

plus, i got my old job back...only working 3 days a week

and, im taking a college day to Union on Friday...cool

prone to wander, Lord, i feel it

prone to leave the God i love

here's my heart, Lord, take and seal it

seal it for thy courts above

won the game...whatever

went to starbuck's...whatever

WENT TO MARBLE SLAB AND I MISS IT SOOOO BAD!!! oh my gosh! you have NO idea!!  so, me and mom talked about it and she thinks it would be a good idea if i went back around thanksgiving and stayed until january...im super duper excited!!! i love all the people there and it makes the job about a gazillion times more fun....

_rebekah

gah, i love good moods! yay for harry potter! (random)

yay for the first saturday (in what seems like forever) that i get to sleep in!!!!

"something that is too good to be true probably is"

agree or disagree?  and why?

today was eventful...

ACT...whatever...

dance pictures...hope they turn out good...

dinner at sarah's....always something...

the MALL with sarah and jarred...then, we sat at starbuck's for forever...sarah is fun...jarred is fun...luckily, sarah went with so i didnt have to hang out with a boy all by my lonesome

i've decided im attracted to tall people...even though im short

_rebekah

variety show was fun...

went to eat with marie, brady, ruth, mary lane, jesse, nick, and jarred...that was fun too....steak n shake...dont know that i would ever go there again...yeah, lets just say, mary lane got a free meal!

night night!
 i love you soooooo much....

_rebekah


p.s. - oh yeah, so i heard about some dance team girls shootin down choir in the bathroom today...thats not cool...i mean really...i dont know...they said it right in front of a friend of mine who is in choir...so, yeah, people just need to grow up and appreciate people who actually get up there and try instead of sitting around and doing nothing...well, danceteam...but still, something that has credintials...

VARIETY SHOW AT 7:30!!!! GET THERE EARLY!!!!  COME! REGARDLESS OF IF YOU WANT TO!

love...rebekah

im bummed...sadness...

tonight was bad fad night...it was fun...except that someone in particular was there and he failed to speak to me...i dont know...well, he talked to me but it was weird...and i didnt necessarily like that.

"what the world needs now, is love sweet love, its the only thing, that theres just too little of..." _jackie deshannon....i dont know who sang this originally, but i have this chick singing it...

_rebekah

AWW! me and ryan at the wedding...its a cute picture, so i put it up so he can see it!

tomorrow is a pep rally!!! yay for pep rallies! yay for danceteam (even though a particular person **cough*salty*cough** is about to drive me up the wall!!!!!!!!

but anyway!! im hoping chelsea or amber will get queen, but im sure whoever gets it will deserve it...except that one girl...but anyway....

i love john mayer...and whoulda thunk it....i love olivia for letting me borrow it to put on my computer!!!

i love our new tops...

i love jarred cause he makes me happy! as does, weston and zach....they are my favorites! actually i have a lot more favorites but i can put everybody and those three are on my mind right now...

i love harry potter...reading the 4th book for the 3rd time right now...which is what i will go do...

hope you didnt waste your time on this cause, as i said, im not making any sense!

i love you!

love jesus!

rebekah!

so, i've just watched Diary of a Mad Black Woman and i really liked it...

people should forgive...i should forgive! i really hold onto things too much. i take things far too personally and i hold onto people far too long...

not saying that i'm going to start my life anew...but, im going to try this frogiveness thing and cut everyone some slack

so yes...i think i will

_rebekah

i love my little phusebox...and it loves me

sooo bored...need to get out....going shopping...face is puffy! so sad!

i spent the whole day with sarah and her family (all of whom i love dearly)

spent the night (saturday)...then woke up at (practically) the crack of down to head to clarksville where her dad now works...at first baptist clarksville...

then the church took us all to Red Lobster (yum yum)

then we went home and it was a celebration of MOORE-RON'S birthday!!! and bethany made a very good cake and jonathan gave a pretty cool present

oh yeah! and jonathan made weird faces every time he looked at me...that only made me a little sad!

love bekah!

this is about love or lust or the lack of both and the presence of something. im not really sure. but i know that nothing is truly for sure, and you are never promised what people say you are. life is about as predictable as nothing...its something you cant even compare it to. life is life and we never know what will happen or who we will meet. we are thrown curve balls everyday...things we have to avoid and times we have to make the choice to catch whatever has been thrown in our direction, and run with it until our heart gives up

this ended as being more vague and less about love or lust...but, in my sordid life, it all makes simple since...

i love you and happy birthday jane miller!



((for a more in depth and personal account, you can visit my xanga...and if you dont know my xanga, you can ask, and i will message it to you...but, i dont feel like everyone on phusebox reading some things...cause yeah...thats just the end of that))

they are so fun and full of joy...hope to see you there!!!

love rebekah

talked to the rep from union today....now, i really really really want to go there....

hurt my elbow yesterday...and today i bruised the other one when i tried to hit braeden....i shouldnt be so violent

having my wisdom teeth sawed out of my body on Tuesday...my fall break, i will be laid up in my bed!!!

i dont know...life is just kind of blah right now, going through the motions of everyday life, but never really soaking it all up...i think im just really sad right now...

though, hopefully, ryan and the startrek and the wedding will cheer me up a bit (ryan is ryan braschler...who moved away when we were little, but we are no longer enemies, but friends, and he's coming down for chris and emily's wedding!!!yay!!!)

the upstairs AC/heat isnt working...i have a feeling its gonna be a coooooollllld night ladies and gentlemen....

_rebekah (sorry, this was a whiny poat)