jennifer!!!! i miss everyone from paint the town!!! i dont really know what to say about your situation!!! just love her as like you would love your own daugther!!! all i know is that i will be praying for you and your boyfriend!!! keep me updated! lov ya!!! ~Rachel~

Hey Jennifer, Wow. I am not really sure if i have much insight either but if i were to say somthing i would just say pray pray pray and pray. Pray to see what God reveals to you. If you are having a hard time loving the child but want to then pray that God will give you an unsurpassing love for her. But if it is a situation where you are not sure about much of anything just pray that God will give you spiritual wisdom about the whole situation. If I were in your shoes i would make 100% sure where God wanted me to head towards before i jumped into anything to quick. Anyways i will stop sounding like a preacher haha I am sorry if i came across like that. I will pray that God will give you spiritual wisdom. Be listening for his voice. And to encourage you I would say, don't worry; God is there with you right this very second and he wants to help you find out what he knows you need to do! Take heart in that! In Him, Jonathan 1Thes 5:16-18