wow.

gaaah.

there are somenights where i cry myself to sleep...
wondering wtf is wrong with me to where i can't get a boyfriend.

i swear i have the worst luck.

its basically impossible for me to have a boyfriend.
prettymuch.. i'm not appealing to guys or something.

i hate feeling like this.
but  i just always have a constant reminder everytime i look in the mirror.
i feel like beauty is a burden.
[and i'm not being all conceited or anything,
its just people tell me so, so i'm guessing its true]

but i mean.
look past that..
learn about me. realize that my personality > my looks.

bleh. i don't know anymore.