I wish it would just go ahead and rain. It's been windy and cool all day so why won't it just rain? We could use some. This has been a slightly stressful weekend. I've been worried about something and i hope that it's fixed but i'm not sure. I'm so scared that i'm going to ruin this but hopefully everything is ok. Right now i'm listening to Nat King Cole and day dreaming with the sounds of the wind whistling and and the dryer in the background wishing i was somewhere else. I really want to go to Starbucks but i can't (sniff sniff) this is getting depressing. I haven't been to Starbucks in a week.

We are out of school tomorrow and i am so happy. But it kinda makes me think that this is gonna be a pretty bad storm because we hardly ever get out of school when it snows. So having school called off in August is very odd. And kinda scary. The hurricane is huge! I didn't realize that it is that big till this morning.Well...i am happy!

I had a very happy day today. I truly enjoyed life for the first time in days.School wasen't that bad and soccer practice was fun and i felt so happy and i could not stop smiling this morning. i'm not sure why but i think my perspective on alot of things has changed.

School has started and so has soccer. And i'm pretty excited about that. Soccer is so much fun and i think we're gonna have a pretty good team this year.We have alot of new people on the team but they are all doing really good.We're gonna have a fun season. Please pray for Matt Blankenship.

The yard sale was fun. I went to Starbucks....yeah....um ...that's bout it.

Hello everyone! Well...my family decided to have a yard sale tomorrow. What fun. Well,I'm frustrated with myself a little bit. I let myself think something and then figured out that it's not true. But it's my fault getting my hopes up. So...I'm gonna have to be really careful now because i'm just gonna let myself get hurt again and i don't think i can take it.

I hate feeling like this! But I'm fine..really...i'm ok.

I am so tired!

Hello everyone. Today has been a good day so far. I went shopping again and had a docters appointment which wasen't really all that fun. I found out that I haven't gotten any taller since my last check-up so basically I'm gonna be 5'1 the rest of my life which is ok. I just thought it was funny. Well....that's about it. Wait! I almost forgot.....I FINALLY FINISHED HUCKLEBERRY FINN!!!!!! I'm so happy! I love to read but that book was really bad.

It's raining right now and I'm listening to weezer. Now all I need is some coffee and i'd be ok.I went to vbs at lascasses last night and it was really good.It felt good to get out of the house. I've gotten to where i don't like being at home anymore. i love to just drive around with my radio blaring. It's so much fun.

It frustrates me to see people hurt and not be able to help them feel better.It's so frustrating to have nothing to say that will cheer them up.

I went to see Charlie and The Chocolate Factory last night and it was awesome! It was so funny. I think you should go see it. Well...not much is going on around here. Just got back from Hastings a few minutes ago. I love going there because I love the atmosphere it's kinda quiet and relaxing. It's nice to get out of the house for awhile.

ok...this was one of those days that I just needed to be alone and think and i needed a cup of coffee. But I was stuck at home for most of the day cleaning and guess what? I get to clean again tomorrow! HA! what are the chances of that? Oh well....things could be worse. I'm actually ok. just slightly irritated at how some people can't see past someone else's mistakes and stop judging them! Agh! We all make mistakes.

life isn't so funny anymore.

I finally got to go to Starbucks today and it was awesome! I wish I'd had my summer reading book with me. I could have stayed there and read for hours.

Life is so funny.It can seem so confusing for awhile and so sad and lonely and then something good happens and you meet someone and things seem good and happy and...yeah...something like that.

People in my neighborhood are still shooting fireworks! Good grief! Well, not much going on here which is probably a good thing but anyways...I was just thinking...trusting someone is a big and somewhat scary thing. I mean think about it. You are trusting someone to not hurt you or dissappoint you but at some point that person will probably dissappoint you and sometimes I think having someone dissappointed in you is worse than being yelled or angry.(ok I kinda switched topics on you,sorry)Well,that's about it.

Hello...Today seems to be going pretty good so far. Just sitting here...people were shooting fireworks off like crazy last night! It was great! Well, I should try to read Huckleberry Finn(sigh)

I'm so tired...I'm tired of feeling like disappoint people and I'm tired of worry and doubt and fear. I'm so tired. I know i keep saying that but that's how I'm feeling right now.I just want to get out of here! Is that a bad thing? I really need to quit complaining.ok...I'm going to think of something good and happy and focus on that..........it's summer. at least I'm not in school.

hello everyone I'm loosing it. (see) The first thing to go is my ability to spell.yeah... I'm really tired. Ha... I spelled tired right!