I wish it would just go ahead and rain. It's been windy and cool all day so why won't it just rain? We could use some. This has been a slightly stressful weekend. I've been worried about something and i hope that it's fixed but i'm not sure. I'm so scared that i'm going to ruin this but hopefully everything is ok. Right now i'm listening to Nat King Cole and day dreaming with the sounds of the wind whistling and and the dryer in the background wishing i was somewhere else. I really want to go to Starbucks but i can't (sniff sniff) this is getting depressing. I haven't been to Starbucks in a week.