thanks for praying guys my test went fantastic!! my throat doesn't even hurt! you guys are they greatest and i don't know what i'd do without you! love you!

so uhh...yeah i have my TEE done at 12 and not 1230 so if you decide to pray right on that time, pray at 12! thanks so much!

please pray for me tomorrow at around 12:30...that's when i get my TEE (trans esophageal echo) done and i'm really nervous b/c they aren't putting me to sleep because i have to swollow the tube! i appreciate it more than you will ever know!

photo from carla

yes naima, this WAS one of the best nights ever! for those of you who can't tell...that is the wonderful Jason Mraz that we are standing with at Vanderbilt U...monica couldnt' understand why naims and i were so giddy after this picture was taken. but if you notice, he didn't have his arms around her!!! ;)

photo from bee136

oh yeah...

photo from bee136

aww it's 2 of my favorite people!! they are soo cute (as is the whole family! i love you guys!)

As I rest against this cold, hard wall
Will you pass me by?
Will you criticize me as I sit and cry?
I had fought so hard and thought that all my battles had been won
Only to find the war has just begun

Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out, and start again
Is He not brave enough?
To take one chance on me
Please can I have one chance to start again?

Will my weakness for an hour make me suffer for a lifetime?
Is there anyway to be made whole again?
If I'm healed,renewed, and find forgiveness find the strength I've never had
Will my scars forever ruin all God's plan?

Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out, and start again
Is He not brave enough?
To take one chance on me
Please can I have one chance to start again?

He took my life into his hands and it turned it all around
In my most desperate circumstance
It's there I've finally found

That You are strong enough
That You are pure enough
To break me, pour me out and start again
That You are brave enough
To take one chance on me
Oh Thank You for my chance to start again

ok i promise this is the last post today (because contrary to my activity on here i actually DO have a life!) but i was watching Oprah with nicole kidman and they showed a new commercial she has done for channel no. 5 perfume with baz lerman (the director of moulin rouge) and it gave me chills!!!!!! i think oprah said it was the most expensive commercial ever made and it was GORGEOUS!!! they also played barber's adagio for strings (which if you look to your left is one of my favorite pieces of all time) and i just wanted to jump for joy! you should definately see this commercial (guys maybe not so much) even if you have to download it! anyways, oprah's back on so i must go! love ya!

so i just started a group cuz i felt left out....so join my group!!

photo from britseykins

i thought this picture was beautiful so i had to steal it! thanks brit!

this site is addicting....i got online to check my mail before my final this morning and now here i am playing on this thing....STUDY!!!!!!!!!!

photo from mtchic

aww look at me and meagan!!

so i went to lunch today with dr. isley and emily...it was soo much fun! i told her about my stroke and of course she flipped out but she was more sympathetic that i expected her to be. she was genuinely scared for me....which is much different than ms cancryn would have been! i cannot tell you how happy it has made me to switch teachers - seriously one of the best decisions of my life!!! and so now she knows everything that is going on in emily and mine's life. then she told us about her trip to europe...SHE STOPPED A TRAIN!! she's that cool ;) no she said that musicians over there are treated special b/c it's such a part of their history and culture so when they found out she was a singer, they called and got her new connecting trains and stopped just to let her catch one! and my new goal for the summer is to become more personal with people. i feel like all my friendships are very shallow - i don't know what is going on in their lives or their history. well i started on that today at lunch (which with dr. isley isn't that hard to do!) so i feel a little bit of a sense of accomplishment. now i just have to go study for my final tomorrow....BLAH!!!! have a great day!

i know i know...i need to upload some photos...maybe i'll do that later today when i'm bored out of my mind...but for now i must go eat lunch!

wow nathan this is amazing! i'm so impressed! keep up the good work!

hey is my password my usual one for my carla sn? b/c i can't log into it...
if not, will you set it to it please? thanks!!

test test test this is cool nathan!