long time no see....

February 17, 2007so it's been a very long time since i've posted on phusebox. thought i would give u guys a nice lil update. i made it thru my first semester alive. i am now an aunt for the 7th time. ms. bailey anne farrar was born feb 8th she's 7lbs 1oz and 20 1/2 in. she is possibly the most precious thing i've ever seen. oh! big news. my dad has been trying to apply for disability since 2003 and they finally gave it to him!! which means i get money as well. AND they give you back pay from when you first applied. so that means beth is about to get an assload of money!! and is totally going to england this summer. but anyways, that's a brief run down of what has been going on. ciao ya'll.

done

October 06, 2006

i think i am going to disown my phusebox. no one uses it anymore. find me on myspace or facebook. ciao

i need help! =(

October 01, 2006

i swear me and clayton may have broken up but i LOVE his mother. she is the sweetest thing ever to walk the face of this planet! i still talk to her all the time and like a week ago i broke down and thought i would do the nice thing and call and say hey so i did. pretty sure i talked to him for like 3 minutes and talked to his dad for about 10 then i talked to his mom for a good half hour. i don't know who was talking faster. lol. i'm starting to kinda have mixed feelings about this whole break up thing. i mean he did cheat on me. but atleast he didn't fuck her and he had the balls to tell me about it. i mean i love the guy to death i always have. we had so much fun and i'm thinkin it's better off this way. but i know since i'm still so close to his whole family it's gonna be pretty awkward. i mean we all grew up together! and mom is really wanting me to come see her (for the purpose of this post "mom" refers to clayton's mom) and dad (same with "dad") but i just know that i'm gonna go say hi to everyone and i'm gonna go to give him a hug and he's gonna kiss me or i'm gonnna kiss him or something and then the shit will REALLY hit the fan. i mean he told mom today that if she talked to me to tell me to come see him when i get a chance. how the fuck is he gonna go and do that when apparently he's dating the same skank that he cheated on me with?? and according to mom she's fucking hideous AND she's 33! everyone is raggin on me for talking to JJ and he's only 26. atleast he's not 30 something. i really don't know what is going on. it's like if JJ is around i'm going clayton who? but then when he's not here and i get to talkin to mom i start thinkin about all the stuff wee got into this summer. i mean, goin to panama together, going down to the bluff all the time, rididn around all of erin, going to paris for the fourth of july. i mean we had so much fun i'm smilin just thinkin about it! i really don't know what to do. i need boy help guys. what do u think...talk to clayton and see if he wants to give it another go? or stick around and see about this whole fling with JJ??

bad luck: part 2

September 28, 2006

ok so if u kno jackie u prolly read her post about her bad luck. ha. this is part two bitches.

since i have started school i have had the worst luck EVER- my radiator in my car blew up, i lived in a hotel ACROSS TOWN for 3 1/2 weeks, i failed my first pysch test, i can't find a job, i'm completely broke, i've overdrafted mmy bank account twice, i killed my iPod (yeah coincidence? jackie kills hers and exactly a week later i kill mine), my boyfriend cheated on me, i broke up with my boyfriend, i almost failed my first english paper, my computer has been going haywire, my wireless keeps dying, i broke my brand new cell phone faceplate 3 days after i bought it, two words: meacham disaster, my favorite picture frame ever that angela gave me b4 she moved to canada got smashed when i moved into my dorm

i think that's about it. long enough list?? man this is ust....AHH! something has got to give. i mean i'm still in a pretty good mood but that's just b/c that's me. plus i have a guy to distract me. u guys know me. i love boys. especially older college boys. ahhh. ok sry. got distracted again. lol. yeah ok. i just needed to vent. i feel a lil better now.

I LOVE....

September 23, 2006COLLEGE BOYS. enough said lol.