Mathis

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Relationship Status

In A Relationship

Highschool

DCHS, Go Courgars

College

Maby one day.

Interests

I am really interested in my future, being the best...at everything. I really like to work. I like working out. Camping is a favorite. Building things. Destroying things. Four-wheeling...with trucks or ATVs. I plan on joining the military. I think I want to go to college first, and do some ROTC so that I can enter in as an officer. I would like to make it to the Army Special Forces. Airsoft and paintball are both pretty fun.

Favorite Music

Chris Tomlin, David Crowder, U2, Weezer, Lincoln Brewster, Snow patrol, Train, The Fray, Coldplay, Avenged Sevenfold, Papa Roach, John Mayer, Warren Hudson, Bullet for my Valentine, Tom Petty, Aerosmith, Barenaked Ladies, Billy Joel, The all American Rejects, The Charlie Daniels Band, Creed, Counting Crows, Brad Paisley, Blink 182, Dave Matthews Everclear, Don Mclean, Death Cab for Cutie, Foo Fighters, Fuel, Garth Brooks, George Strait, Goo Goo Dolls, Jack Johnson James blunt, James Brown, Jimi Hendrix, Jason Mraz, John cale Josh Radin, Keith Urban, Led Zeppelin, Linkin Park, Lone Star Louis Armstrong, Maroon 5, Matchbox twenty, Metallica, Montgomery Gentry, Mute Math

Favorite Movies

The Princess Bride, and Forest Gump, Hitch

Favorite Books

The Bible.

Hell I don't know.

January 06 2008

Maybe it is because I am terrified of commitment.

Maybe it is because I hate not seeing you.

Maybe it is because I hate your parents.

Maybe it is because I only want what I can't have.

Maybe it is because we have different futures.

Maybe it is because I am still not past that.

Maybe it is because of how far I still have to go.

Maybe it is because of who I am.

Maybe it is because of who you are.

Maybe it is because of our last conversation.

Maybe it is because we seem so different.

Maybe it is because even though it hurts so bad it seems right.

Maybe it is because of that one gut feeling that hurts so bad but tells me it must be right.

Hell I don't know it might just might just be because of how screwed up I am inside.

But everything inside of me is screaming something different all at the same time....and my heart and head are silently oving the conflict.  

a_shining_star

January 08 2008
Maybe it is because you are confused and don't necessarily understand it all and you are trying to act like you do. I'm not trying to put you down but you sound like you are lost. Sounds like you are chasing after something even you don't understand it or know exactly what it is.

Mathis

January 08 2008
Note to Tamera: Did you just read the title of this and decide to write what you did because I think I covered that in the title. The "Hell I don't know" part indicated to me pretty clearly that I don't in fact don't know. Which yes would indicate that I am confused and don't "necessarily understand it all". but you know I really don't know.

Pix

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