ok so maybe i dont think before i talk all the time...

I accidentally told lauren that i wanted her to pick... she told me to give her a day... i agreed... then she told me the next day that she decided... and now is scared to tell me...

i really think i screwed up this time...

i know what probably ticked her off... i was honest with her about something concerning her best friend (not bad)... i cant help what i feel and think... well i can... but i choose not to

i just hope i havent dug myself to deep this time... i would say sorry... but i feel as though i have nothing to apologize for...

you guys are the best... just thanks for readin... who cares about the remarks...

i cant wait til friday... me and my best friend get to hang out again... see what happened last time we hung out... -->