So I have my AP English language and comp test tomorrow so thats exciting... at least it will be over with and I won't worry about it anymore.  But hey if I don't pass I have another chance next year, I just have to survive the jurgenator.

a throw back to 7th grade mission trip and that crazy little girl.

wow so many things have changed.....

so if anyone was wondering why I wasn't at school for the majority of the day today....^^that is why.... I fell in the stairwell and landed on my forearm because of the books in my hands... no its not broken just really swolen, and yes that sling is too small and I now have a bigger one..

going to see Ben Folds tomorrow! 

So if you couldn't already tell, I was the Easter Bunny for my church's Easter egg hunt.. except for burning in it, not being able to see or breathe, and have my cousin almost cry when she saw me (she's 4) it was great... it really wasn't that bad... only a couple kids cried but alot of them really liked me... so its all good... :)

I can't go to Bonnaroo this year and I want to go to
the Rites of Spring festival next Friday and Saturday... I may only go
Saturday considering it's the day Ben Folds is playing.  $40 for both
days and 25 for one.  both start @ 3.  talk to me and let me know if
you want to go.

www.ritesofspring.com

alright homies! Ben Brown is having another show tonight and I would be extrememly excited to see you there.  He is playing at Bonhoeffer's (www.myspace.com/bonhoeffers) with LackLuster @ 8

so be there...you know you want to. 

 I had so much fun! I would describe it in SO much more detail right now but I better be heading to school... I got to stay home and sleep because be go back late.

:)

my poor car has so many dents....
my parents van is even worse...the windshield is screwed up.

21 things ...whoever reads this I wanna know these 21 things about you. Fill in all the blanks ... leave no question unanswered! just make it a remark and answer every question!


**PLEASE SEND IT BACK TO ME THAT'S THE WHOLE POINT**

1. Your Name:
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2. Age:
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3. Single or Taken:
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4. Favorite Movie:
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5. Favorite Song:
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6. Favorite Band:
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7. Kinky or Clean:
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8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
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HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Do we know each other outside of myspace?
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2. What song reminds you of me?
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3. Would you have my back in a fight?
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4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
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5. What is your favorite memory of us?
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6. Have we ever been drunk?
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7. Would you give me a kidney? (it doesn't have to be your own) ;o)
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8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you?
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9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
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10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
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11. have you heard any rumors of me lately?
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12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
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13. Do you think I'm a good person?
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14. Would you drive across country with me?
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15. Do you think I'm attractive?
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16. Are there ever times when you want to call me but don't?
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17. Would we go to Disneyland together?
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18. If you could change anything about me, would you? What would it be?
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19. What is the best advice you can give me?
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20. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
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21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
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I was bored on the way home from FL on Spring Break so I took some pictures of the trees, while we were stopped in the massive amount of traffic outside of Atlanta.  It is now the background for my myspace.  Man I love editing pictures....its become an addiction.

amor!

cz

wow

http://www.maninthedark.com/

I really really liked this movie,  I dare say its Paltrow's best, Hopkins also plays the center role and cause of all the conflict greatly. Gylenhaal also does a great job. 

need I say more?

There's a certain slant of light,
On winter afternoons,
That oppresses, like the weight
Of cathedral tunes.

Heavenly hurt it gives us;
We can find no scar,
But internal difference
Where the meanings are.

None may teach it anything,
'Tis the seal, despair,-
An imperial affliction
Sent us of the air.

When it comes, the landscape listens,
Shadows hold their breath;
When it goes, 't is like the distance
On the look of death.
     ~Emily Dickinson

so I am going to be a typical Siegel girl and say

YES! Great game.. 75-65!

this wasn't last nights game, but it was the best I could do.

 

So today, what I thought was going to happen did (well it didn't really happen but it was confirmed)...to an extent...

I had a feeling that Sean would be leaving fairly soon after he got married.  Turns out he is "leaving" I think May?  about a year and a half after he got married.

Zach is also "leaving"... I didn't expect this.  I am the most upset about this... don't get my wrong I love Sean, but I feel I a lot closer to Zach... I mean I invited him to my birthday party for crying out loud.  He bonded more with my sister, because mainly they are both crazy...but anyway.... so gradually we got closer because of her...and the Guster songs we sang on the Philly mission trip. 

But hey it gets better... Ben Brown... a person I consider to be one of my best friends....is coming back to the youth to do Sean's job.  I am really excited about that.  I just can't expect everything to go back to the way it was 1/2 of 7th- 1/2 9th grade. I also knew this would happen if Sean left. 

wow longest entry ever.....

btw "leaving" = volenteering when they can 

so over all I a bummed and happy, bitter sweet if you will.

well there you go, I suppose thats it.

another btw: if you don't know who I am talking about the pictures are in the same order of the paragraphs.

Went to MTSU today for a field trip, to make a video about African Art.  Thats was ok, really boring.  The best part was not having to eat at the high school for lunch, and I got to see Zach at complete random.  It was great.

I have been doing so much reading lately.  I finished up Harry Potter 5 last night and I am now about  half way through Fight Club.  I also have to read the Awakening for English.  Too many books too little time I suppose, cause I have a crazy long list after those 2 that I want to read.

my face is pretty swolen from getting my wisdom teeth removed on Friday.  Its funny how many people ask me about the medicine, its really not all that great. It just makes me feel shaky, dizzy, and tired all the time. 

my parents got me a Ben Harper dvd for Valentines Day.  Last night I decided that instead of the whole haveing a terrible v-day because I don't have anyone in my life that I would just remember all the people that I love and that love me, it doesn't have to be about just that certian type of love.  :)

I declare v-day from now on agape love day!

oh and I had to hold my passenger side door closed with a towel, while I shifted and drove,  it was one of the most difficult things I've ever done in my life.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

oh wait there's another!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Why is that when you loose something that you find in the place that you look 3 times before? 

I got so worked up.... its ridiculous... I mean what am I going to do when I can't even handle the smallest little thing....

I mean that stuff really doesn't matter... why do I freak? its just stupid.

I don't know....

amor!

cz

PS Zach, I found my other keys...

I am so completely exhausted... I really hate being sick.....

So apparently its supposed to snow? I sure hope so...and I hope I am well enough to play in it....

amor!

cz