Yeaaa....

July 29, 2005havnt had the best couple of days....been VERY depressed...i think i know the reason but im not sure..but anyways every day is the same routine*....and im sick and tired of it...i want school to come faster but oh well...ill update whenever i remember this thing again...
peace

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July 18, 2005Here I am
Lying, waiting
Wishing my heart
Youd be taking
So many memories
Rush through my head
As I lay here
Alone in my bed
Remenising
That perfect day
When I slept in your arms
How I wish I had stayed
Missing the times
When you smelled my hair
All these feelings
I cannot bare
Its been a long 8 months
Of simply missing you
I thought I was over it
But what is this girl to do?
If it werent for you
I wouldnt know what
true love is
I remember perfectly
Our first shared kiss
Now all I have
Is a box full of you
Things that remind me
What is this girl to do?
Now I sit here alone
Trying not to cry
But the thing that gets me the most
Is the memory of Xi
8 long months of regret
And missing you
Please tell me
What is this girl to do?

Rain

July 11, 2005\"After i decided i wasn\'t going to watch a third movie for tonight, i went outside to wait for a ride. It was sorta raining and i didn\'t feel like getting wet so i went under one of the theatre exits where i wouldn\'t get wet but still be outside. I can see on the ground the rain landing on the puddles that are there, but as it is night i can\'t really see the rain. So i look to the parking light nearest me and i see the rain. It\'s not really falling so much as it is fluttering. Like snow mixed with mist. But some drops of rain are falling, droping. I looked at it for a long time. Five maybe ten minutes. I don\'t know why. I wish to know. I\'ve thought about it and i think it\'s because it\'s pretty. I generally don\'t believe in seeing a difference in pretty and not pretty. Everything has it\'s own \"pretty\" but then i noticed something else that seemed a little, odd for me. I was staring at something because i percieve it to be, just that, pretty. I\'ve always liked to watch the rain. Because it\'s pretty. And i guess it\'s cause i\'m jealous or maybe it\'s because i don\'t know for sure, but watching the rain brought back old feelings. Feelings that i haven\'t felt since almost last year. I don\'t understand why things make me feel the way they do. Perhaps i\'m just not ready for such thought but maybe i need to look at things that are pretty more often. Just a thought.\"

I know it doesn\'t say much, but it says alot for me

Whoah

July 07, 2005I totally forgot about this thing...
well anywho ijust got back from the creek with sarah hulme and sean turner...itwas coolme and sarah jumped inbut sean wouldnt hahaha...and well i was grounded for a weekbut i got ungrounded yesterday ^.^ yes elizabeth i did something else really stupid...AGAIN!! but hey its me :-D Yesterday i went to sarahs baptism* and that was pretty nifty...and well here i am...

C-I-A-B-A-double T-A ciabatta
PEACE OUT

DoNt KnOw WhAt Im ReAlLy DoInG

June 04, 2005yea so i just made this to comment on elizabeths site and so thats all i guess.....





PEACE OUT HOMIE G DOG NIZZLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!