♥Ash*Bo♥
Relationship Status
Single
Highschool
You Dont Need To Know
College
♥I dont know♥
Interests
God, Curch, Family, Friends, Cheerleading, Basketball, Sometimes School, Cell Phone, Computer, Sidekick((whenever I get one..haha))Umm...&& here some things about me!My name is Ashleigh ((Ash, Big Mac)), I live for God, I have the bestest friends ever*I love talkin SmAcK((hehe))I love watchin movies ((especially the same ones over & over!))I love when it rains//snows//thunder- storms, I ♥ Starbucks...carmel frappichino...extra carmel!I absolutly adore cookie dough..give it to me and I'll be happy all of a sudden, I ♥ being random...saying stupid stuff...&&tripping over random things!I ♥ Jewelry...&& I bet I have more than you!I Luv being in ♥ and simply cannot stand it when I am lonely...I also adore make-up I try not to wear too much though!Some things that make me happy would be umm...colors, sticky notes, stuffed animals, going to build a bear, making things, jumping on bed, jumping on trampolines && trying not to fall off!I ♥ dancing and singing and am not shy at all when they're people in front of me ((I am weird normally it the other way around : ), I am a good listener...&& I will listen to anything you wanna talk about!I have an extremely large amount of hyper*activity!I get mad very easily when I am tired, hungry, or when I...nvm!O yeh & when I am mad I tend to get mad at certain people..as well as certain little habits that I notice about people that I am not fond of .....I zone out when I'm bored or don't want to hear what you have to say....sorry just a habbit!I ♥ to laugh && also ♥ to make other people laugh..I am good at that!I can be a really fun and outgoing person if I know you...I will try about anything but if I dont like it I wont ever bother to do it again!Ihave a really bad temper..that of which i'm trying to keep under control...I tend to take things personally, and it makes me angry!Fake people, Snotty people, and Liars make me angry too ..if you are any of these I probably don't like you at all ♥!Making up words is a specialty of mine, or just how to spell them.. it's fun. I call people lush, dear, lovie, love, boo, miss -insert name- or mr. -last name-, babe, babydoll, dollface and darling, A LOT ..I say heck yes ...are you kidding, are you serious and I know right alot too! I Iove to cuddle and watch movies, and if a guy holds my hand, He holds my heart in some form...Hugs get me too...and especially kisses(( remember this is for the guys)) so be careful....I hate goodbyes, especially if i don't get told bye....I have to give everyone a hug and say bye to them, or i'll have a bad feeling all night, or until i see or talk to them again. i'm also terribly afraid of the dark, but walks at night with someone I love are great.. I'm **reaaly** stubborn, and I usually don't give up in arguments. If I all of a sudden stop talking and just stare, you've either pissed me off, hurt my feelings or made me feel unimportant //hated //dumb!I love late night phone conversations that last for hours. Im addicted to my phone ...I don't go anywhere without it.I like talking on the phone until the sun comes up, it's cute. I don't blush often, so if you make me blush, feel special....blushing is adorable and sweet things make me do it.!. I have recently dixcovered that I over analyze things wayy too much.I'm pretty easy to get along with.... if I don't like you ..you'll definately know it!I dont smoke or drink it's discusting...but if you do it...it doesnt make me think of you any less....unless you blow smoke in my face!I HAVE to always be chewing gum or I get cranky or antsy...I love to go shopping with friends...going on dates with the boy I am going out with at the time...tanning...getting nails done...and I love parties♥!Umm...&& thats pretty much all you need to know about me!
Favorite Music
Umm..pretty much everything((lol))Eminem, 50 cent, ludacris, chris brown, ying yang twins, young jeezy, d4l, bow wow, ciara, beyonce, aly & aj, kaci brown, lindsey lohan, nickel back, fall out boy, all-american rejects, Incubus*, Gwen Stefanie && soo much more!
Favorite Movies
The Notebook, miss Congeniality, Riding In Cars with boys, White Olender, honey, Save the Last Dance, Big Fish, Charlie & the choc. factory, Water Boy, Swim Fan, Thirteen, Cry Wolf, Emily Rose, Fun with Dick & Jane...Red Eye...and so much more!
Favorite Books
Me..Read?Haha thats really funny!♥
Other Websites
http://www.xanga.com/HeLovesMeHeLovesYouNot09
&& I sometimes feel a little jealous inside imagining how someone could please him more than me.....♥
February 15 2006
Hello Loves...
So how has everyone been?Good I hope I havent been so good lately.Have you ever liked someone ((like...not love...but you like them alot))..but you just feel like you're nothing to them....just like a **rebound**..they are just using you?I am so confused...I feel like I am not god enough..he expects more from me..but I dont know what.I want him to give me a chance...just one and he will see how much I care for him.It's not just an **I like you**care..it's just that I CARE about him in so many ways...it's just so hard to describe how I feel right now..I feel heartbroken... used..played...not wanted..is this crazy?I know that I am not in *Love*...but I just feel umm..head over heels.I dont know who he wants me to be...I want to be myself but I cant..I want to tell him how I feel*but I cant*....what am I supposed to do?I have come to the conclusion...that maybe i've gotten myself into something thats not allowing me to be...me!I want to give up...but then I dont..and all I know is that I care for him and I want to be with him...he just doesnt realize it yet....nd maybe I dont either....**Please** help me....♥Ashleigh
Here are some quotes about how I feel...
He ignores all the girls who
want him because he's too
busy noticing her ♥
My head is saying...Who cares about him*and my heart is screaming I do...he's your drug and....your addicted♥
Why cant I just get over you.... Why do these feelings have to be true? Why do I have to care about you..... why can I just forget all the cute things you do.... I wish these answers I could see.... I wish I could just forget about you.. like the way your forgeting about me..♥
***This last quote I would really like for that **person**to read..***
I sometimes feel a little jealous inside imagining someone else could please you more than me.... guess it`s my insecurity acting up a bit.. because I know i`m not the most beautiful or the most fun or even the most exciting person you`ll ever meet, but i do*'
know that no matter how long and hard you search, you`ll never find a girl who likes you && cares about you the way I do. ♥
Chris Slate,
February 16 2006
