Confusion

January 13 2006

So, we had a sleepover for all the girls in our Youth Choir @ Church.

It was pretty nifty...




This was at 11pm...and it was 37 degrees outside...




I love star gazing with mi amigas.




Me and Hannah we still going strong at 4am...



So I don't really know what to say.
I'm frustrated, but I'm happy.
See it's like this:
I was in love with someone.
I tried to forget about him.
We became best friends.
I started to move on.
I found a new guy.
Now this new guys history.
And deep down inside...
I still love him.
I don't like it.

How can I just stop Loving?

How can I just stop Caring?
How can I forget those Feelings deep within?



Does anyone got any good advice???

Henri Laswell

January 14 2006
i do have aim, i just hate using it and i'm hardly ever on.

Henri Laswell

January 15 2006
thanks. my local newspaper says that they're still contemplating whether or not to sponsor me. i have a pretty good relationship with them since one of their writers always calls me for quotes, so i hope i get it.

Chelsey Montgomery

January 15 2006
hey prettiful. i dont have any good advice right now.. haha but i LOVE you.. && i'll cya tomorrow. ♥

Henri Laswell

January 15 2006
i'll be sure to do that. but i know i can't help but feel disappointed if i'm not able to go.