I hate conciousness.  It always hurts.  I want to go back to sleep.  I am going shopping today and am getting my contacts next Thursday.  I am also going to cut my hair in some way but am not quite sure how yet.  How do you prove you won't hurt someone when they won't give you a chance?  Molly doesn't want a relationship because of the pain of her last one.  But I don't know how to make her understand that I won't do that to her.  She is just too awesome to do that to.  I have to explain it to her somehow.