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January 17 2006
So yesterday I went and saw Tristan & Isolde.  It was a great movie.  Didn't break down like I thought I was going to.  I just miss her so much.  And now she tortures me by sitting across from me.  I'm sorry I haven't moved on like you have.  I can't just forget all of the things I felt for you in a single day.  Well, I can't be mad at her, I am the one who fucked everything up.  I ruined our relationship.  There is not a thing in the worl I wouldn't do or give to have her back.  But that will never be....