so, last nite i went and hung out at Hastings w/ Brady and Jackie and then we went to Jackie's house and watched The Lead *giggles* it was so funny! and then we started to watch Pocahontas. Brady loves that movie a lil too much lol but i can't blame him, it is a magical movie ^^ and then i went to work... on my way home from work this morning, i bought a prom magazine at Walgreens... i wish all this prom stuff was worked out... >.< but i am losing weight and that excites the crap out of me lol and WSS auditions are Mon. yay! Tues. is the dance auditions and the dance is so much easier than i thought i would be! ^^ so exciting!

i hope this day is as beautiful as yesterday was ^^

"The childhood memories are still in my heart
We never knew
What would be waiting for in our futures
What is left is what we chose
It's not casual at all"
-Ayu (fairyland)

Yay! Friday! The pep rally today was awesome! and our lil group thing in Music Theory was fun! Tonite: High School the musical at Brady's! ^^ then off to work i go!

this Ayu song fits this day pretty well:

"It's a Beautiful Day
It's a Beautiful Day
You don't have to be afraid
What journey will you make
In your limited time?"
-Ayu (Beautiful Day)

I GOT MY AYU CD YESTERDAY!!!! ^^

"You see? We will get to that place some day
I want to show you a superb view
That's the sign for tomorrow, our future"
-Ayu (criminal)

I STILL have not gotten my Ayu CD... >.<

"Supposing man is a creature
Who is always asking for things he doesn't have
Ah, what is it
That we truly want to have?"
-Ayu (Pride)

yeah, so i really hope my new Ayu CD comes in today... it seems like i've been waiting for it forever! >.<

i have a voice lesson today! ^^ w00t!

"I feel myself most miserable
When I can't step forward at the big moment
You know? People often say
Regret after action is better than regret without action"
-Ayu (Bold & Delicious)

so i just got back from work! and i took pictures! here are "my boys" lol

Caleb doing a scary face

Caleb's funny face

the funny face i made when Caleb took a picture of me

I finally got Caleb to smile lol

Austin playing video games

Brenan cooking

the pancakes Brenan made

i finally got Caleb to put some clothes on lol

Caleb in his Spiderman costume

Caleb w/ his mask off

Austin still playing video games  (look at his cute lil freckles! ^^ lol)

so there they are ^^ and they're such good boys too! well, gotta go to church -ciao!

well, i worked last nite and i work tonite as well... i forgot my camera yesterday but i will remember to take it w/ me tonite so i can get a pic of my boys ^^ especially adorable 4 yr. old Caleb ^^  my mom and I went and got coffee together and we drove around some and went to Hastings cuz my bro had to read it for Eng. now, my mom and i are cooking some amazing green beans! w00t! i love being a vegetarian! i feel better ^^ but one thing i'm not happy about is that my Ayu CD didn't come in today! and the mail isn't running Monday so it'll be at least Tues. before it comes in >.< oh well... I LOVE YOU ALL!!

"everybody GO! everybody JUMP!
You can fly higher
everybody GO! everybody JUMP!
Because you have wings
everybody GO! everybody JUMP!
You don't have to be afraid
everybody GO! everybody JUMP!
I'm just the same"
-Ayu (Humming 7/4)

w00t! w00t! yeah, you know Ayu's at the top! ^^ YAY YAY YAY!

yeah... not much to say... i gotta work tonite... i miss Jackie... -_-... and yeah...

"Even if you think yourself as too bold
It's just good
To be frank, I'm reluctant
To be prudent and reserved"
-Ayu (Bold & Delicious)

so... yeah... haven't updated in like a few days! woah! lol gosh, i'm thinking of all these things coming up in my life and itz hard to think about things even just in this next year... but i'm looking forward to things that happen right before those i'm dreading lol it sux... WSS auditions are coming up... I miss Richard! >.< I WANT RICHARD!

OMG! check out what i found at the Nashville Children's Theatre's site: their cast of Seussical... hmm... who's that in the lil white circle??

You KNOW it is Mr. Richard Browder! lol i love him! >.<

 but o well... I really really really really really really really really love my friends... life lines... when i feel bleah one randomly picks me up ^^

anyho, here are a few pics from Bible study last nite:

Elissa, me, and LaDonna doin funny faces lol

Elissa's brother Eric... yes, he is creepy... (inside joke: "now that's what I call A BARGAIN!" lol)

"even when I shed these tears, I'm laughing
even if there's no path ahead
I'll spread my wings, I will"
-Gackt (Farewell)

"I should tell you I'm disaster
I forget how to begin it
Let's just make this part go faster
I have yet -- To be in it
I should tell you
I should tell you
I should tell you
I should tell you
I should tell I blew the candle out
just to get back in
I'd forgotten how to smile
until your candle burned my skin
I should tell you
I should tell you
I should tell you

Well here we go
Now we --
Oh no
I know -- this something is
here goes--
Here goes
Guess so
It's starting
-Who knows-
Who knows
Who knows where
Who goes there
Who knows
Here goes
Trusting desire - starting to learn
Walking through fire without a burn
Clinging - A shoulder a leap begins
Stinging and older , asleep on pins
So here we go
Now we--
Oh no
I know
Oh no
Who knows where - who goes there
Here goes - Here goes
Here goes - Here goes
Here goes - Here goes"
-RENT (Roger and Mimi)

Just got back from lunch w/ Elissa, Debi, and the Emma ^^ we went to La Siesta! w00t! Debi is like a non-skanky, cute Wonder Woman lol she's so amazing! anywayz, here's a pic of her and her Emma:

so adorable! ^^

and here's the new profile pic for Debi:

now, if u'll excuse us (Elissa and I) we're gonna go watch Drake and Josh Go to Hollywood!!!! (AMAZING MOVIE!!!)  w00t!

"What was the year like for you
The struggles of Day to Day life
The people you meet
Overcoming tears and sadness
Life is a neverending dance
Happy, sad
But no matter how much one suffers
The passage of time softens it
So we believe
All of us have hope in tomorrow
And that hope
Inspires us to live on for that brighter day
2006, another page in history
another chapter in our hearts
let us hope it will be full of smiles and laughter
let us try to make the world…"
-Ayu

so we have a choreographer... Brandon is amazingly awesome and SO HILARIOUS!! but he makes me nervous about the audition workshop i signed up to do w/ him... this'll be harder than i thought... since we're taking so much more effort in just even casting the show, hopefully it'll be a phenomenal show (better than Blackman and Oakland and such lol)...

"The moment I say something
Everything may slip down through my fingers like sands
And I only wait the time passing by so calmly"
-Ayu (GAME)

so.. FRIDAY! YAY! and i don't have to work this weekend! ^^

"You are blaming on this age
But what is the excuse for?
You see? To talk about love or dream
Is not uncool at all"
-Ayu (INSPIRE)

ok, guess what? my 2nd replacement ipod mini isn't working!!!! >.<

but on the plus side, I checked Drake Bell's message board and he left a message about how he's getting better. and he sounds really optimistic ^^ so w00t!

"I feel myself most miserable
When I can't step forward at the big moment
You know? People often say
Regret after action is better than regret without action"
-Ayu (Bold & Delicious)

ok, Chey informed me of this so of course i immediately looked it up and this SUCKS!
"Drake Bell, star of Nickelodeon hit Drake & Josh, was involved in a head-on collision late Thursday that resulted in serious injuries.

Driving his black 1966 Ford Mustang, Bell, 19, was sitting in the left-hand turning lane of the Pacific Coast Highway in Santa Monica, Calif., waiting to turn onto Sunset Boulevard, when he and his passenger were hit head-on by a Mercedes Benz. Shortly after the accident, his costar Josh Peck, 19, arrived to see Bell at Santa Monica Hospital, where he was cared for for a few hours before being transfered to UCLA Medical Center in neighboring Westwood.

TMZ.com reports that Bell's injuries, which are not considered to be life-threatening, include a fractured neck, broken jaw, facial lacerations and several knocked-out teeth. Bell will reportedly undergo dental and plastic surgery soon."

so keep Drake Bell in your prayers... wow...

car accident stuff has been popping up everywhere for me these days...

"You wished to be strong so much
That you hid something with tears just for me
You see? We will get to that place some day
I want to show you a superb view
That's the sign for tomorrow, our future"
-Ayu (Criminal)

So, I just got back from an awesome nite of fun! ^^
I went and saw The Ringer with Elissa, Jackie, and Linda.
THE RINGER IS AN AMAZINGLY AWESOME MOVIE!!! YOU MUST GO SEE IT!
My brother went to see King Kong by himself so after our movie, we (Elissa and I) went to the mall and hung out til we needed to go pick him up. and we had a great time! here's some pics we took:

Elissa and Ernie lol

Ernie and I lol

Elissa and I and Ernie's hat lol

Elissa and some random bear looking at something... lol

RAINBOW COOKIES!!!! *breathes sporadically* lol

Elissa holding a magical purse ^^

 a display at Victoria's Secret
WHO STANDS LIKE THAT????? >.< lol

"If you are afraid of changes
Watch me at a distance
Whether or not I may do something
It makes no difference
Let it be"
-Ayu (alterna)

so... I spent New Year's alone lol but i took pictures!

w00t!

i'm so tired!

"Choosing only the things you like
isn't irresponsible.
If you can't find anything you like
then why accept the responsibility?
I take only the possibilities that I'm ready to accept."
-Ayu (SURREAL)

I got paid this morning! w00t! lol but i am trying SO HARD to not spend alot of money cuz i'm trying to save up for college and paying off my car and stuff... but YOU, yes, YOU need to call me and tell me of the New Year's plans that are goin around! ^^

"Everyone surely has darkness
Hidden somewhere in their heart
Sometimes it prevents them
From living as they wish

We can't imagine other people's pain
It's hard for us to share it

But if I meet someone
Whom I really want to face
I don't want to feel fear"
-Ayu (About You)

OH MY GOSH! I just found out that there's gonna be a DRAKE & JOSH MOVIE!!! >.< W00T! ^^
Well, i did pretty good on my 3rd and 4th period exams ^^ and we had a pretty good choir performance at the bank today... and then, leaving school, i was low on gas so i went down Thompson to go to that gas station on the corner... i didn't even make it past Siegel Middle lol so this dude pushed my car into the Siegel Middle driveway and i waited forever on my mom to bring me some gas... crazy... but you kno what i learned from that experience? Rae Rae and I could totally be street performers if we wanted to...  

"The wind has already gotten cold
Laughing voices fill the air with white breath
It may be because of the winter
That I feel like crying for nothing"
-Ayu (Because of you)