Happy Fart Day, all! i wish i could've done something to celebrate this fun-filled glorious holiday but i had to work (last nite til 9am and today from 11am to 7pm). and i have to work tonite til 9am tomorrow... 
and then i have church.
and then lunch
and then help out at Scott's for our youth garage sale thingy
and then to Brady's to watch.... *drum roll please* THE TONYS!!!! ^^ can't wait!
i am such a nerd!
w00t!

Jackie, Brady, and I are drawing up a contract to pomise to move to New York together in 2-4 years.

Belle

You are bookish but incredibly pretty. Belle was first seen in Beauty and the Beast (1991)

Dude, check out this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CunJcv89wuk&search=Myspace%20movie

Itz MySpace the Movie.     "DO YOU WANNA SEE THE ANGRY BEAVER?"

I am in New York.

I am going to see Wicked.

Go ahead.                      Take a bite out of my Big Apple.

I leave for New York tomorrow.

Wish me well.

 I'm really excited.

I'll miss you all.

yesterday:

pick up Elissa

shopping

Pizza (@ Mellow Mushroom)

Hastings

getting locked out of my car w/ the keys inside

Moe's for dinner

Barbie and the Rockers

Power Rangers the movie

Sleeping Beauty

Today:

sleeping in

making a fruit pizza ^^

"I don't particularly feel like
walking in front of anyone.
But I don't feel like walking
behind anyone either."
-Ayu (AUDIENCE)

Bosly's sick.

High School Musical is out on DVD. and i bought it.

i just finished off a box of croutons.

Graduation went well.  itz very surreal...

Singing at church this morning was way more fun than i thought it'd be... (some moshing was involved lol)

The Arthritis Walk was successful. We did a 5K walk! w00t! so i am exhausted...

The Graduation party at Scott and Debi's was AWESOME! ^^ great food (big cake ^^ lol), trampoline, ping pong, numerous other activities, music, and very very interesting and fun ppl!

Tomorrow is the End of the Year recital for all of Donna Shearron's Senior (now graduated) students. It starts at Bell Aire at 6. be there or be L-7! lol

"Choosing only the things you like
isn't irresponsible.
If you can't find anything you like
then why accept the responsibility?
I take only the possibilities that I'm ready to accept."
-Ayu (SURREAL)

Ayu is the shiz.

Happy Graduation to me... and my fellow classmates...

i went to Blackman's graduation yesterday... Congrats to Jordan, Garrett, and Eric for making it.

I went thru all the clothes in my closet today... and wow... i can't believe i still have some of that stuff! i used to wear some very "interesting" things lol

"We dreamed fantasies
In our infancies
They are now unfolding surreally before our eyes"
-Ayu (Replace)

that quote seems fitting for graduation...

"I’m ready to take a bow,
I’ve taken a solemn vow,
My destiny here, and now!
I’ll astonish the world!"
-Jo, Little Women the musical

I love my dad SO MUCH. without him, i would be in hell (literally). I cannot thank God enough for him...

John 14:27 is really really nice...

I wrote a song today called "If I Should Die"

maybe i'll post it sometime but i'm too lazy at the moment.

and i'm putting together a list of my favorite love songs. (too lazy to post that either lol)

but one love song i adore is "Let Me Be Your Wings"! (itz from the Thumbelina movie)

"Let me be your wings
Let me be your only love
Let me take you far beyond the stars
Let me be your wings
Let me lift you high above
Everything we're dreaming of will soon be ours
Anything that you desire
Anything at all
Everyday I'll take you higher
And I'll never let you fall"
-Let Me Be Your Wings, Thumbelina

I left school after 2nd period today cuz i rock lol

no more school for me...     well, except for my voice lesson tomorrow...

i have some goals for this summer.

and here they are:

-get another job
-have a camp-out in my backyard
-go to New York (see Lestat and Wicked)
- go to Cornerstone 2006 music festival
-audition for and perform in a show
-write a song
-learn all the choreography from High School Musical
-make a new friend
(i'll add as i think of more...)

"It would be nice if
we could throw away everything
but what is most important;
Reality is just cruel"
-Ayu (Dearest)

Surely, that day
The two of us touched love

We sought for each other
Lost ourselves at times
And found each other at last
So whatever result may be waiting for us

It's nothing but
Destiny

la la la la la la la la la la
la la la la la la la la la la

In the sky you set out for
Stars are shining tenderly upon me

Stay by my side, my love
Crossing over time and changing your shape
You see? The future we haven't yet seen
Remains here like this

Stay by my side, my love
Crossing over time and changing your shape
The future we haven't yet seen
Remains here

Trust me, my love
You live within me
So I'll never
Say good-bye to you

Surely, that day
The two of us touched love"
-Ayu (HEAVEN)

Mother's Day is tomorrow.

I got my mom some pansies and a cute crock pot.

I love my mom.

and

I love my dad.                          He and I went to Sushin for dinner and shared a Salmon Teriyaki Bento Box. it was amazing! i love veggies, fish, and exotic food! i also bought some Morinaga Hi-Chews while i was there (itz a candy Ayu endorses)

"It's true, isn't it? It seems as though
we're headed for a new century. It's miraculous:
This is something you can only taste once."
-Ayu (evolution)

only 9 awards! i wonder who will win

my last full day of high school...

"It's on my lips.
It's in my dreams.
It's a story told by two.
You say you want to be happy.
You've already been so many times.
What do you want?
What's lacking?
Where will you turn?"
-Ayu (Boys & Girls)

Well, itz over...

our West Side Story run is over...

but there wasn't any big mistake in the last show last nite (like a King missing his boat or something lol)

the cast went to IHOP last nite. which was pretty nice... now i'm exhausted cuz i didn't get to bed til like 1am but it was worth it.

West Side Story Oscars Friday 5th period. excitement! ^^

"Good-bye, you never fade in my memory
I didn't even say good-bye to you clearly
It's over"
-Ayu (Over)

WEST SIDE STORY
MAY 8TH AND 9TH @ 7PM

I still don't have my pictures from prom. sorry.

but...

WEST SIDE STORY opens (tomorrow) Thursday May 4th - 9th @ 7pm and May 7th @ 3pm

COME SEE WEST SIDE STORY! WE WORKED SOOOOO HARD!

Prom...

wow.

I love Brady and Jackie.

We met at Jackie's to take pictures.       We had dinner at the Aquarium at Opry Mills.

Then we went to prom.     Everyone was gorgeous and hot and danced amazingly. Twas fun. But why didn't they play "Check Up On It"???? >.< (LOVE THAT SONG LOL)

Party After Prom was no where near as fun as i though it'd be. but i had a lil fun. tho i didn't win anything... I was sooooo happy when Brady won a video Ipod! ^^ now we can watch the Lestat commercial all the time! ^^

then we went to Brady's and watched some Anastasia and ate some cinnomon buns ^^ yum!

I'll post pictures REALLY soon!

P.S. I love my hair

i got my nails done yesterday. We had WSS rehearsal. goin to get my hair done @ 1. still don't have a purse/clutch-thingy lol

"It's easy to get a beautiful moment, but
you already know
that you can't get beautiful things
just by being beautiful yourself.
What journey will you make in your limited time?"
-Ayu (Beautiful Day)

here she is: my prom dress
itz very simple but pretty and hey, it was only $30! ^^

leave a comment on ur thoughts!

i'm so sore and tired. yesterday's rehearsal was exhausting and then i didn't sleep well last nite... and then rehearsal today was pretty tiring... and my whole body feels so tight... my mouth, my neck, my arms, and legs and everything! >.<

Who wants to go see The Wizard of Oz tonite?



"The morning glow is dazzling.
It pierces my eyes.
My breast hurts.
I was a little confused."
-Ayu (Boys & Girls)

i just watched Officer Krupkee in Japanese.

WSS rehearsal was the hardest one ever. *knock on wood*

ppl better appreciate America when they come see the show cuz we put everything we had into that song >.< *sigh*

"I couldn't leave at all, because
there's scenery I've gotten so used to seeing.

Even if I come here again some time
I'll see the same sky in the same way
Maybe I thought too much
about whether or not you could call it beautiful.
After a little sleep let's hurry again tomorrow.

I'm afraid. The steps I can't take
pile up, and turn into a long, long
path untraveled; I'm too late.
During that time, I started thinking that
somehow maybe even this place isn't so bad.
I kept giving myself reasons.

In reality, since as long as I haven't understood even once,
I've been pretending to understand everything.

I couldn't leave at all, because
there's scenery I've gotten used to seeing.

Somehow everything seems small, and
what I thought was a small lump was
the sky I look up at that has no end.
Maybe because it's too wide.
Maybe because I was next to you.

I wanted to understand it with my head, but
I envy looking back at
someone, somewhere that I missed.

I'll forever be demanding something that isn't there.
I've been thinking like that since I met you.

It's all in this hand for sure.
I mustn't leave my dreams here.
It's all in this hand for sure.
I don't need a predetermined future.

It's all in this hand for sure.
If it doesn't move, I can't move it, but
It's all in this hand for sure.
If I don't start it, it never will."
-Ayu (Fly High)

4-22-06 HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, JACKIE! ^^

"suddenly the world seems such a perfect place"
-Come What May

"When you see someone worse off than you
you feel a little relieved.
When you see someone happier than you
you quickly become impatient.

But sometimes you
realize just how pitiful you are
and you crash into reality.

What should I think?
What should I say?
You're probably the
first person who has
tried to understand me.

It must be impossible to live
without hurting anyone.

If you think you're such a victim,
then you should act out until the end
this pretense of not caring about losing everything.

What do you wish for tomorrow?
Sometime please tell me if you
think you can get through this
interminable night that continues
in darkness.

What should I think?
What should I say?
I don't even know if you understand
that I'm praised,
that I'm envied.

What should I think?
What should I say?
You're probably the only
one who really
understands me."
-Ayu (End of the World)