I want you to know this is completely everything of me….

I do miss you.

    But I can not honestly say I really need you, or I hope you find me, or I should really want you, or I hate you, or I know what love is, or you’re amazing, or I am better with you, or I am better off without you,or you made a mistake, or I wish I never kissed you, or I am missing all the right things, or I am glad you took your knife, or I think will you need me.

       You will be the reason I am fighting, the sweat on my face, the one more step I will take, the thing that pushes me, the thought going through my mind, and you will be what I think of when I am these knees.

But You are not my goal, no you‘re just my motivation.

& you are not my bliss, you’re just my aggravation.

You are not my love, just the love before that.

You are not my cry, you’re just my tears.

  I will make it either way, and though I think I will still want you, I might not when I get to where I should be, whatever happens I will trust God knows how to make me happy.