Dont worry by my silence i've had my say,

 you know what i think of you anyways.

 i'm not sure i can forgive you yet,

 though i will,

because i know standing in your rain will only get me wet.

 You've done this many times,

and like every other time you get yourself justified.

 But this time i tell you this,

 It's been over long! i'm done! this is my deepest wish.

 I seek no revenge, but i think somehow you'll get it.

   & i dont think you wouldnt deserve to fall in the pit.

i'm hurt but unlike many times before,

I have someone standing in front of me with his sword drawn at the door, he knows im in a battle worth fighting for.

 Thank God this could be the end of the war.