i know i just wrote a blog but i have to say something else.... have you ever had a flaw or problem that you weren't aware you had or why you had it, & not sure what you are doing?.....           

     well. this is particularly relevant in my life with 2 seperate circumstances - one is a really big thing to me & most people are proud of it, but no, i am not even aware that i do it.. everyone tells me i do, & today i heard from someone i cared about & it kinda hurt but doesnt the truth do that to ya. i really dont know what i do to come off that way,

 & the second one i just figure it is me, because i'm not sure what else it could really be, i have tried to improve but nothing really works... idk.

 Its all kinda been bothering me, & i dont know what to do... Im just at a stuck point, and i went through & tried to find whats wrong, but for some reason i just don't know & ive prayed about it & went out my way to do things that might be the problem.....

 so i'm sending you guys a 911 call what should i do?