i kinda wish i could...well i dont want this to sound like a biblical answer but honestly i wish i could make wise choices.... i think my life would be a whole lot easier if i did. I have actually been thinking about that question lately...funny that you bring it up

I love the screwed up choices I make...it makes life all the more fun. I would want one dinner where I could sit down with everyone who meant something to me and I could talk with them one at a time. I would start with God...if he would agree. Then I would talk to family, the ones who are gone, who I didn't get to say that last I am sorry to. Maybe they would forgive me for the things I can not forgive myself for. Then my friends. And finally ending with myself. Just having a long talk about what is really going on and how complicated I have made things I would probably end up hatting myself even more when it was over though. but in many ways I would be happier, just knowing that I got to say those last things to them.

my mom back.