this here story!

February 16 2008

so there are 3 main characters in this story ELizabeth, Erin & her! 
  first there was Elizabeth the girl i've strived to be, ive never really got there at any certain point but last year up til june i was closer than ever to her!The Elizabeth loved God, always was doing right, laughing, making pplhappy, helping other.
she was herself, and i came very close to attaining that!
   Then there was her.. the her is the girl of this world, though an okay kid comparing others, very disgraceful to any Elizabeth out there. she lied a little..she was kinda rude, and she
thought that the wordly things would make her happy....
but one day her decided to change..
 that brings us to Erin... Erin is the girl striving to be the Elizabeth while also remembering HER and she learned a lot from her, a lot of good came from what Erin learned though, too. it wasn't allnegative effects, she wouldnt take it back but she does miss her Elizabeth innocence....
   but today , today.. im Erin the girl who left her.. and knows she will never quite be elizabeth. She may attain above or below, but never that same degree she once almost could.
 Im Erin! I love God, & i get confused often between 2 lives... but ive come to realize im not either
 of those people! I am who i am .. right now! & between a peanut butter sandwich, painting in my
basement, and an ipod blasting music in my ears ive come to accomplish my vision of who i really am..

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 If you know me as Elizabeth you put my heart to shame of who i am now, but if you know me as Erin you remind me of the girl i am now &
will be for awhile now!