THE CHANGE!

August 12 2007

so ,... this is to be one of the best blogs i am ever to write!

 

Why do we act like nothing is happening inside of us when its written across our fake smiling face?

 cmon guys~ im Tired of living this way FAKE

 FAKE FAKE!!!! just pretend what im sposed to be...

 I wanna be ...... MYSELF! BUT im scared what if me is not good enough?=[ what if my friends dont like who i am .. its better to be me , & not liked , then someone everyone likes  , and not me , ITS A BATTLE INSIDE MY mind!& who really knows you might be liked MORE FOR WHO you REALLY ARE!!

 its Like im Talking to GOD , and im like "hey , im doing my best that i can" why do i lie to the all knowing?

 i like a guy , but i was scared to tell him , like the worst he could do is turn his head![ might i add he didnt] why do we look at things like that? dont look at things inside of you , & it must be covered up , but more as HEY LOOK i am different , People think Christians are FAKE , and to be honest we have that problem of acting like its ALL GOOD In THE NEIGHBORHOOD! LETS BREAK THE STEROTYPE!

why am i scared to be me?

why am i fake ?

i am scared to be myself , AND THATS THE GREATEST FEAR YOU CAN EVER HAVE!

 im not doing this anymore..... its all me ... im taking this on! its ALL ME!

 Just wanted to share whats on my mind !

Grace

August 12 2007
I would have to say your right. I am ME! :P ha i like to be me. BUT i do fake a smile some of the time. I dont do it b/c i dont want people to see ME...i do it b/c i dont want people to see my weakness...or see me down. When people think about *Grace* i want them to think Happy, fun...not... sad, cry baby! So yeah i should work on the fake smile thing! but i am ME and thats FANTASTIC :) and i'm glad your YOU :P Thats FANTASTIC too