"Give up, give in, surrender, forfeit, they all mean the same. It shows weakness, and lack of hope. Keep your head strong, and fight for what you want if its worth fighting for."

I am back from camp!!!  wow that was a lot of fun :).

Im pretty tired now though, i got soccer try outs in a couple hours. i hope i make it

 

well i  found out,

i am sad a lot of the time. . . or well people think i am. at least 20 times a day people would come up to me and ask why i am sad???

i really dont know the answer. I do its just im not sure that is why i REALLY am sad. . . if you know what i mean.

i think i am turning emo and im not joking about that. im acting it i guess 

going to camp for freshman at our school for the next 3 days. so i wont be on at all. i know this isnt a big thing but i thought i should tell you people. For real though. people that are going do like drugs-n-stuff so uhm i need some prayers this weekend :) that would be great!!! uhm i guess i will talk to you people later

ok I have a video on my page its under my favorite music. . . you can

only see like half of the picture but i dont really care about the video the song is friggen awesome lol

well enjoy :) 

you guys ready, ha ha only 7 and a half weeks until i get to come home. Yeeaahh i am so ready. i made it 3 months already

just two more

WOO :) Tennessee here i come 

My parachute didn't open
and when my back up failed
the pixie dust prevailed
and i woke up next to you
all i wanted was to hold you

a reminder every once in a while. its hard

1. Honestly, how many people have you had strong feelings for?
like uh 1 really strong feelings, the others were just like crushes

2.Honestly, what color is your underwear?
green (and i prefer to call them boxers)

3. Honestly, what's on your mind?
uh this thingy and Grace and school

 

4. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
this

5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
nope not any more, i just tell myself that i am

 

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
ha yeah my World History teacher was like yes Alexander the Graat thought he was a god yet he died at the age of 33. I shouted but Jesus died at the age of 33. then he said well i guess everyone dies. I said what about Enoch, he never died. My teacher kinda shut up lol

 

7. Honestly, do you watch THE GIRLS NEXT DOOR ?
. . . no sir

 

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?

I have no reason to be

 

9. Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
Grace, and well thats about it nowadays

 

11. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
yes sir

 

12. Honestly, do you have deep secrets?
nothing to hide

 

13. Honestly, when is the last time you have been to tesco?
uhm idk

 

14. Honestly, are you mean?
sometimes.

15. Honestly, who did you copy and paste this from?
Carmen.

16. Honestly, where would you rather be right now?
hmm Tennessee sounds good to me

 

17. Honestly, do you like someone?
contradictory to Carmen Love is real. idk see why you would say its not. yeah i love someone

 

18. Honestly, what was the last text you got and what it says DO i want to go to a movie from Dalton

 

21. Honestly, have you gone out of your way to make a new friend?
idk maybe

22. Honestly, do you shower?
uh yeah thats kinda nasty if you dont

 

23. Honestly, are you desperate?
no
25. Honestly, ever made anyone cry?
yes. i hate it but yeah

 

26. Have you ever cried over someone?
yeah

27. Honestly, when was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out?
uhm a couple of moths ago

28. Honestly, have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yeah

29. Honestly, have you kissed someone of the opposite sex this week?
no. lol

30. Honestly, when was the last time you hugged or kissed someone in front of your parents?
i have hugged people but never kissed

 

32. Honestly, are you normally a happy person?
hm not truly

 

33. Honestly, what makes you mad?
people. im not gonna say because if i do you people will just do it to annoy me

 

34. Honestly, does being with your friends make you happy?uhm yeah

35. Honestly, do you believe in yourself?
not all the time

 

36. Honestly, are you annoying to people?
mhm i want to stop

 

37. Honestly, is cheating acceptable?
is this a real question???

 

38. Honestly, have you hugged a girl this week?
no

 

39. Wish you could have something or someone?
idk i kinda want someone but yet shes already mine. lets say i want to be with her

 

40. Honestly, are you a relationship person?idk what that means

43. Who is the last person you hugged?

Dalton

 

44. Are you lonely right now?
uhh sorta

so over the break i put up a picture up on myspace of Grace. . .

funny stuff i tell you.

some of the comments i got on it were funny, but most of all like 5 guys came up to me and they were like ho man your girl is soo hott.

lol i wanted to get mad, but i was like hey they dont "know" her so all i could do was laugh. then later

this girl came to me she was like ho tyler when you gonna break up with her?? gosh its been like what 2 years. dont you get tired of her

 

i say NOPE lol :)

i love you Grace 

well it rpetty much sucked. it was all normal until I went to bed.

the first hour was normal. i lied there without sleeping like i do every night, then i fell asleep. about 12 i woke up. idk i just felt. . . blah i guess. I didnt know what i was doing. SO i just started thinking about. . . . everything. my mind was just wandering. I closed my eyes again to try to fall asleep. so i lay there with my eyes closed. but all my muscles were tense. i was totally coherant. and that feeling was going through my body until about. . . . 3:45. then i fell asleep. just to wake up an hour later to get ready for school.

I hope i dont fall asleep during class 

RED = ANGER

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
idk i dont think so lol

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?
mi fadda

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
yeah, when i was mad, and not

4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
sometimes i guess

5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?
YELLLL :)

ORANGE = EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?

uhh no 

2. Are you easily excited?
if its something woth getting exited about, i do

3. What event is coming up that you're most excited about?
nothing, well. . . i guess it would have to be me coming home

4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
holy crap are you serious

5. If you could have anything right now what would it be?

youuu, lol no uh to live in TN again 

YELLOW = SELF DISCOVERY

1. Name:
James

 

2. Birthday:
March 24

 

3. What's your main goal in life?

not exactly sure but i want to live it to the fullest

 

4. Do you want to have children?
sure do :) when im Married

5. How do you want to die?

 i want to go easily, like my grandpa

GREEN = OPINIONS
 

1. Are you against gay marriage?
mhm, its so gay (lol)

 

2. Lower the drinking age?
No sir

3. Capital Punishment?
if it is deserved

 

4. Abortion?
40,000 kids are murdered every day ONLY in the United States, now tell me that is a good idea, punks

 

5. Democrat or Republican?
whoever should be appointed into office, the one that has the best ideas

BLUE = LOVE

1. Do you love someone?
I sure do

2. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?

lol idk if thats what you want to call it, BUT its easier to explain by saying yeah i have a girlfriend.  

 

3. Is it better to have loved and lost than never loved at all?
if i lost the one i loved then that would be devistating, like if they died or something, so idk

 

4. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nahh, but once you get to know the person a little better

 

5. Would you tattoo your lover's name on your body?
ha no, but maybe a tatoo of something else is ok

PURPLE = Q&A

Q: How many beds did you lay in today?
El Numero Uno

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
Plain white T

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
pray (dang grace lol)

Q: How much cash do you have on you right now?
that would be a positive 0

Q: Look to your left. what is there?
a living room or something like that, its where our TV is

Q: What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
a Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
 myspace, email, phusebox

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
lol nope

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
no not at the moment, but before the day is over im sure somethign will

Q: What city was your last taxi cab ride in?
never ridden in a Taxi

Q: Do you own a picture phone?
yeah

Q: Recent time you were really upset?
couple weeks ago

PINK = LAST

1. Person you saw?
mi madre

2. Person that said they loved you?
idk its been a while

 

3. Movie watched in cinema?
uhm Hot Rod (its gay)

 

4. Song you listened to?
Remember the name by Fort  Minor 

 

5. Person you talked on the phone with?
Christian

GREY = TODAY

1. What are you doing right now?
Listening to remember the name and doing this

2. What are you doing tonight?
nothing, worrying about school tomorrow

 

3. What are you going to eat?
food

 

4. Did you accomplish anything today?
 I dont think so

 

5. What shoes are you wearing?
uhm no shoes, i live in Hawaii cuz

 

BROWN = TOMORROW

1. Is?
a SUCK day

2. My plans are?
school and home work

 

3. Are you going to laugh?
idk maybe

4. Any TV show you watch coming on?
uh most nights i watch George Lopez lol

 

5. Do you know what you will eat?
junk at school

I finally get what i have been wanting for a while. . . well im not moving bacj to Tennessee. BUT I think i am getting braces. 

yeah most people dont want them but i REALLY do want them. IDK why but i do. I think they are SUPERCOOL lol and my teeth need to be straight. We arent positive im getting them but i probably will. Some of you think well its only probably so yeah. BUT its the same "probably" that i got from my mom when i found out i was moving.

so i think i am getting braces.  

If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be? So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press Play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the Next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.
7. Don't skip songs.

---Eh, sometimes repeat artists come up.... skip it or keep it. . .whatever

Opening Credits
Learn to Fly-Foo Fighters

Waking Up
My Goodies-whoever sings that (lol)

First Day at School

Your All I Have-Snow Patrol

Breaking up

LOL 

I Am A Man Of Constant Sorrow- Soggy Bottom Boys 

Happiness
I'm Not Alright-Sanctus Real

Life's Okay
lol

She Thinks My Tractors Sexy-Kenney Cheseny 

Mental Breakdown
Skin-Rascal Flatts

Driving

History Maker-Delerious

Flashback
Kriptonite-3 Doors Down

Getting Back Together
ha   While My Guitar Gently Weeps-Jeff Healy Band

Wedding
Smooth-Santana and Rob Thomas

Birth of a Child
ha ha this sucks

In The End-Linkin Park 

 

Final Battle
(pretty cool) Fireproof-Pillar

Death Scene
Way Down South-Josh Turner

Funeral Song
HA HA    I Play Chicken With The Train-Cowboy Troy

So Long
Alcoho-Brad Paisley

LOL i was really bored sorry guys 

Alright i ahve a confession.

The Jonas Brothers, well at first i was like oh some gay boy band that hit it big because of Disney.

BUT i was rudly awakened. I actually listened to one of their songs and i was like wow they are pretty dang good. 

yeah this is a thought about nothing, but i havent posted anything a while so there

Te amo, usted es mi muchacha hermosa del bebé.

 

Si tuviera un dólar para cada vez realicé te quiero para quién usted es yo sería rico

 

 usted es la muchacha de mis sueños

 

this looks kinda cool 

Today i went to a homeless shelter. It was a pretty good experiance. I learned that a lot of people have it worse than me. There were soo many homeless people there. It was fun getting to serve them food and offer all i could to them. The thing is, they knew that i had more than they did, but they still treated my like nice. They talked to me by name and didnt treat me like i was better than them though. The place is called River of Life. Its a mission that offers 3 meals a day and 3 church services a week + a mens and womens bible study every day.  About 150 homeless people were there tonight and that was a "small" night. A lot of the people there need prayers and i was wondering if that would be cool with you peolple to pray for them. Thank you

CORRECTION ON MY LAST "THOUGHT" ABOUT THE TICKET. . . . IM LEAVING HERE THE 19TH AT LIKE 10:00 AT NIGHT

SO YEAH IT WILL BE LIKE 3 IN THE MORNING YOUR TIME. :)  

Alright, I gave the pastors kid a chance. I dont

 

like him. I have given him a fair chance. I

 

talked to him. It is going to be fun meeting him

 

in person. He is not my kinda person, maybe

 

because he acts like me idk. But you people

 

told me to give him a chance, so i did. Sorry if I

 

dissapointed you people but, I dont like him lol.

 

I think he is a LOSER for more than one reason

 

BUT most of all he tried to pick on me when I

 

am older than him by more than one year and

 

he thinks I am weaker than him . . .lol. idk but i

 

tried and i dont like him :) sorry

 

I got my ticket for coming home. Im coming the 20th of December. Thank you for your prayers (if you prayed) it means a lot to me :)  Its gonna be a long flight on the way back to Hawaii like 18 hours or something like that. I got a layover in Las Vegas