So im fine with it now, as long as somone ::cough::nonames::cough:: keeps me smiling and laughing which im sure he will because hes the best kid ever, im fine, im totaly fine and this time im more reassuring myself... somthing just... gawd, somthing just feels right now... somthing... maybe its him, maybe hes just everything i cant see and always wanted... i hope so. <3 (gawd hes gonna read this and know EXACTLY that im talking about him)

::+::Chelsey::+::