Well fine arts was great... my choir and ensemble took first and advanced to nationals... my drama, human video and solo didnt... i was really hoping to make it with my solo.. but life... happens..... im really excited about nationals.. i cant wait to see jon.....

i held zay's hand.. *giggle giggle* lol... (rebbecca.."noooo, not.... DRATS!)

thank you sooooo much those of you who came to hear me sing... stephen.... THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU..... marybeth thanks for making a point to be there too.. your amazing... there were a couple other people i reeeeeeeeeeeeallly wanted to be there but couldnt make it because of paul and linda's duet... but yeh... i guess it happens.....

i cant handle life.....

really...

i

just

cant.......

rebecca jensen's hv solo sums it up for me... it had me in tears... but what is new lately for me???

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small

Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong

So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them

CHORUS
Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain on our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone who's been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who's traded
In the altar for a stage

The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart

But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be

Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay

CHORUS 2x

But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain on our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small