As I sit here debating on what to write, or type actually, I am consumed with the feeling of heartache and happiness all at the same time. Music is so powerful, I know random, but it really is the music that I chose to listen to is dependant on my mood. I also love to let people listen to a song with which the words describe the exact way I feel. Tonight as I sat in my car with an extremely close friend of mine listening to music and talkin bout my future I relieze how much I missed and love him. I also reliezed that in just a short amount of time all of my friends that I love will be moving away. We are all about to set on a very real journey of the begining of our lives. And is just me or is anyone else scared out of their mind and extremely consumed with sadness because of the friends moving away. I know Ive strayed away from what I started to talk about in the begining but Im scared that all this wonderful people who have been in my life since I can remeber and have been with me and there for me in soo much that in just a short time will be gone to Knoxville or NC State, Auburn, and even the ones here at MTSU I guess the whole meaning of this entry was to say that I love everyone of yall!!! Every one has a special and there own place in my heart and I wish nothin but love and goodness for everyone as we start this next chapter in our lives!

See, you and me
Have a better time than most can dream
Have it better than the best
And so can pull on through
Whatever tears at us
Whatever holds us down
And if nothing can be done
We'll make the Best of What's Around