Hmm...

February 05, 2006So I guess I should elaborate on this whole wreak thing. I am perfectly fine, my car has a crack in the hood and m,y fron bumper has a scratch and my left light pops out a little but other than that thats all the damage. Probably about 400$ or more damage which sucks! I was driving behind a GMC truck and just didnt stop in time and with my car being so light it didnt catch traction and I slammed into him. He was really nice and no damage what so ever to his truck, it was a beast! haha! But my poor baby is a little busted up! Well thats all must go type a paper!

Rain is the devil....

February 03, 2006

So yesterday on my way home from school I got in a wreck it was AWFUL! Let me tell ya rain is the complete devil and light way cars stink! Well I have to go to work but I'll write more later bout it.....I'm fine my car is not...

Rain all day and I don't mind..

January 06, 2006Wow so it's been a crazy break!! I am definatly not ready to go back I have been having way to much fun! Well my christmas was great and so was New Years got to spend it with my best girl Sarah...we missed you Lauren!!! Well through this break God has really been showing me a ton of stuff. I have a huge problem with patience and waiting (same thing haha sorry) and He has really been showing me how everything will work out in HIS perfect timing. I have always loved Matthew 6: 33-34 where it says "But seek first HIS kingdom and HIS rightousness, and ALL things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."
God really laid that verse on my heart these past couple of weeks and really has been showing me in my life that He will take care of me and won't let me face things that are to big for me to deal with. He knows  me and He knows what I can handle and what I can't.
Well hope everyones break has been as good as mine has been. Mucho Love!!

So I\'ve been thinking

December 07, 2005

So I have truly been thinking about alot of things that are happening in my life lately. Not all bad stuff but just random things that seem to be happening like all around me. It\'s crazy to think that this semester is over, I mean I\'m excited because I really don\'t like school but then at the same time it is just another change that I have to go through. If you don\'t already know I\'m not to big on change, I know most of the people who know me best know how hard change is for me I really take it hard. I know I know it really isn\'t a HUGE change but it still is a big enough change for me to get kindof nervous about. OK sorry enough bout rambling about my nervouness haha I know I\'m a nerd.

So on to other things going on in my life! Ahh I am super excited because my cousin is going to have a baby boy, I think she is due at the end of December but I\'m not quite sure of that but it is super exciting this is the second little kid in our family! I am soo ready for my brother and his wife to start having kids, I can\'t wait! Well Christmas is coming up and I am stressing out about making sure I have everyones gifts ready and all I feel every day a new person gets added to the list of people I have to buy for, it is all very stressful to try and think for that perfect gift for them!

Hmm and on to more important things, God is really laying on my heart alot of very heavy and deep things. I haven\'t really ever confided much of any of this stuff to people, I mean I have but only to a few people, but it seems to be getting harder to deal with on some days. I am trying to give it to the Lord to deal with because I know He can handle everything! Yet I think the Devil is having his way with me on some days when I am down. But it is in God\'s hands now and I just hope that it will get easier with time, I guess I just have to forgive myself for it. So I never really do this on here it feels kindof weird but if yall could just pray for me in all this stuff I know I haven\'t really gone into detail on here but if yall could just give me a little prayer in yalls prayers today Thanks!

This is the last thing I promise lol I have written a whole lot today I think I am just tired and wanting to talk to someone and no one is really around but the thoughts in my head and it always helps me to write things down...ok sorry back to the point. SARAH BRANSCOM READ THIS:  Thank you soooo much for praying with me wednesday night! It meant sooo much to me and truly helped me sooo much! You are such a blessing in my life and I know God has you in my life for a reason and you are such an encouragment to me and I love you girl!!!

OK I\'m done thanks for reading if you read all of this, but I\'m off to nap before work! Much Love

I will sing of your mercy that lead me through valleys of sorrow to rivers of joy... 

I think I am in love with James Blunt,,,,

December 03, 2005Hmm James Blunt is amazing! I just got done watching him sing one of my favorite songs on Saturday Night Live and he was fantastic! Hmm ok sorry random but I thought I would let yall read the lyrics to You are Beautiful....it\'s a amazing song! Well I hope everyone has had a good weekend mine was ok! Dissappointing really....oh well only 3 more days of school Im uber excited!

You\'re Beautiful

My life is brilliant
My love is pure
I saw an angel
Of that I\'m sure
She smiled at me on the subway
She was with another man
But I won\'t lose no sleep on that
Cause I\'ve got a plan

You\'re beautiful, You\'re beautiful
You\'re beautiful, it\'s true
I saw youre face in a crowded place
And I don\'t know what to do
Cause I know I\'ll never be with you

Yeah, she caught my eye
As we walked on by
She could see from my face that I was
F***ing high
And I don\'t think I\'ll see her again
But we shared a moment that will last till the end

You\'re beautiful, You\'re beautiful
You\'re beautiful, it\'s true
I saw your face in a crowded place
And I don\'t know what to do
Cause I\'ll never be with you
You\'re beautiful You\'re beautiful
You\'re beautiful, it\'s true
There must be an angel with a smile on her face
When she thought up that I should be with you
But it\'s time to face the truth
That I\'ll never be with you...