Last night was fun got to hang with my girls and eat like we always do!! Peanut Butter Oreo ice cream is amazing and now I think is my comfort food which is bad bc it'll make me fat oh well lol! I also had a like kindof big/huge breakdown after I left Rach's which was bad bc of where I broke down and cried at but oh well he sat there and talked to me which was very sweet of him...but after my lil 25min cry I was better Its just been a weird couple of days for me everything seems like it is now all of a sudden just slipping slowly but surely away and I want to just collect it all and hold on tightly but I cant...

Im trying to keep it together...but Im falling apart..