i went to one of the shelters today and it was really sad.

in other news, mady's cool. thats why she had a birthday party. because shes cool.

the end.

we won, again. woot? one of the mount juliet people threw a football down at our band. and it hit me. of course. and it didnt feel very good.

i was quite proud of myself, actually, because i didnt get mad at grace. unlike last week. however, i was, hmm i dont know how to put this, so, i wont.

anyway. time to go, bye.

it was perfect. everything i hoped for and more.


AND i'm tired.


leave me a comment, please.

i'm a horrible person. :-[

edit:

holy crizap. "what sarah said" on the death cab cd, well, the new one, is like, the saddest song ever. :-( poo on that.

"love is watching someone die"

^ see what i mean *sad*

its mady's birthday tommorow. mady's really cool, really short, and says my name in a really shrill voice!

which means she deserves a shout out!

unless shes lying, and its not her birthday, but nonetheless, i will buy her chocolate.

haha, so, i dont know how my day was, i will judge this based on tommorow/the rest of the week.

so, hopefully someone doesnt hate me, like i suspect. honestly, i really do think this person hates me. so, pray for me and my situation, and hope it works out for the best!

thanx guys,
stay cool kids,
sara.

i dare you to move.

how can you say your life feels empty, so late in the day?

well it's love, make it hurt.

i know ugliness, now show me something pretty.

this is fact, not fiction, for the first time in years.

i've never cared too much about honesty.

so it's sad this doesn't suit you now, and me fresh out of rope.

we're losing ground with every passing day.

you don't know me, but i'm sitting next to you.

it's too much to ask for when there's no attraction anymore.

blood and tears, they were here first.

i promise you i will learn from my mistakes.

for you i'd wait, til kingdom come.

I'll be your best kept secret.

Can't you see the grass is greener where it rains.

With your hand on my shoulders, a meaningless movement... a moviescript ending.

You may say that I'm a dreamer but I'm not the only one.

I lost my love, my life that night.

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,blue skies from pain.

It's a lie, a kiss with opened eyes.

We are so far from you.

So you know you're never on your own.

And you know that until the stars fall I will always love you.

You don't care a bit.

It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah.

But what goes up must come down.

Tonight won't make a difference

So I guess we aren't garbage anymore. It's rediculous to me how immature oaklands students are. We were marching out to the stadium, and a bunch of the students started honking their horns at us. Seriously, we never rub it in their faces that our band is better than theirs. In fact, we go out of our way not to. But they are always bringing it up. Its ok though, because we stood tall and it payed off in the end.

So if you havent heard a billion times by now, we won last night. 20-14. I was so proud.

Then on the bus we all sang Bohemian Rhapsody at the top of our lungs. Thats always been on of my favorite things about competitions. And now that our team is winning, i guess that will be one of my favorite things about football games too. Caitlin, Brittany, and Myself also sang "Hollaback Girl" and "Whiskey Lullaby". Good times.

There was a minor snag in my night. But I'm good now. Thank you again. I will probably wear out that thank you, but I mean it. Just the fact that you cared enough to come to my house and drive to the mall just to buy me a cookie and make me feel better, was really cool. And I promise you i will give this a valiant effort. Unless of course, this hinders (sp?) your happiness. Because as you said yourself, my friends happiness is more important than some boy.

Anyway, I'm going to go do homework! SCORE! kidding

Quote from last night:
Me and Brittany at the top of our lungs:
"WHOS YOUR DADDY????? THATS HOW YOU PLAY FOOTBALL!!! WHOS GARBAGE NOW? WHOS YOUR DADDDDDYYYY?!?!?!?!?!"

we're just awesome that way.

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one

^ i LOVE that song

well today was quite grand. the morning, before school was pretty bad, but school itself was good. i blame it all on the pep rally and loading the band trailer.

today in 5th we spent 10 minutes trying to figure out why the piano wasnt working. come to find out because you need speakers for it to work

in other news, game tonight, then steak and shake.

stay cool kids.

so, as i'm sure most of you know, there was a hurricane that struck new orleans, florida, georgia, and alabama a couple of days ago. *gasp* right? well, atlanta had some furious tornadoes that swept through as a result of the back winds. well, gas in atlanta right now is about $6 a gallon. and this is what is known as gauging. you know, "taking advantage" of the situation. some of these people have nothing left, and now they cant afford to leave. also, 10% of the worlds oil is in louisiana, which means 10% of it is gone. so my question is: why arent we as a nation trying to find a way to power cars without using gas? there is solutions to this problem, we just arent taking advantage of it. we are letting the problem get progrssively worse and worse, and we arent doing a thing about it. its rediculous to me that we arent at least trying, instead we are making these people stay in horrible places. taking advantage of the innocent. i just wish i was older so i could try to do something about this, not to mention help with the aftermath of the hurricane. to me those things are more important than learning abot chemistry and algebra. making a difference, even if its a small one, is worth putting that stuff off to wait.

the end, i have to go.

i really do. clothes wont matter when you die people, keep that in mind.

also, i did way worse on my math test than anyone else.

so all in all, today sucked.

so, as im sure youve heard more times than you wish, we are out of school tommorow.


and im not doing anything besides eating mexican food. and watching the oc season 2.

i have a 99 in math.

i win, you lose.

btw, dont go see the brothers grimm, its a nasty attack.

r kelly just performed trapped in the closet and played all the parts himself. including a man his wife, and the man's boyfriend.

it was quite possibly one of the most disturbing things ive ever seen.

in 1995 catherine zeta jones remaid a michael bolton song.

today was drum corp day in fifth period.

oh yeah and, grace is evil. :-)

so, i have 2-5 jazz runs at the end of the drum solo. and there are 2 of them. i look like a baboon that is trying to take flight, and is failing miserably.

and i landed on the side of my ankle, twice.

gotta love band.

Hey, it's Tuesday. Which means: THEOCSEASON2ONDVD

woot

though i'm sure none of you care.

quote of the day:
"hey look it's farmer john!......oh wait, it's farmer jose"

im really tired and only worked on a wittle bit of my homework today. *oh well*

question of the day:

most adorable freshman in band?

*dies from lack of sleep*

well it's love.
make it hurt.
i deserve it.

honestly, i don't really think it's cool. i understand but i don't think that means i have to be cool with it. does it?