Yall i woke up this morning and my heart hurts soo bad. i dont know what it is. my friends recently had this and the doctor said that she had to much stress... i could have to much stree because im am stress.. but i dont know how you get rid of it....ohh it its soo bad. it could be a growing thing but i dont think soo.. ahhhh im about to die no joke... :( :(

Well im thinking about going to the the fair tonight .. but i dont kow. whats everyones plans some of us should meet up there. i heard thirs not alott of teen rides but idc. i wanna go i might go friday too. but idk. anyone wanna meet?

    ok this has been on my mind lately.. its sorta been a burden on my heart. When elizabeth wrote that blog about me and her. i started thinking wow we did go far and we were just young. who knows we prob wouldve went further then what we did. im glad god got us out of that situation. i was sorta mean about the whole bog i was really mad and hurt. I didnt want no one to know what i did with her its no one bussiness but i guess it will help others see our prospective on dating.  Elizabeth and i didnt know what we were doing we was young and wanted to do what everyone else was doing. Dating isnt bad. i think it helps you find your mate. and it helps me find put what kind of girl was wanna merry. ive been praying to get all this anger off of me ithat i have against elizabeth. no one know what all happened that day and went threw my mind. i jump into conclusions and was embarresed and didnt want people seeing me different (which i honstly dont care anymore b/c everyone is different) i fell sortave bad for quiting the mime team but i already quit and stuff and thats all good. god has alott of plans w/ yall. i dont no one to be mad at me. even though i know alott of people are confused.. ( i am too .. lol) its no ones fault but mine. it was my choice. i love mission 12:2 alott and i still want to be a part of this team. im not running off. imll be at proformances and some practices. (promise)

      Ok back to the dating thing. in the bible it saids love is patcient love is kind loves does not invy.. or something like that. i think that means .. dont run into relationships. they have to work out. dont get down if someone doesnt like you and lead you on.. there is tons of people out there trust me. dating is a process everyone is gonna go threw so do it the right way. and work out your problems... and trust me dont be jeoulous. Jeoulously isnt good. i had a problem w/ this but im over it. and thats a diferent story. i guess this blog is a sorry,learning blog. i hope everyone enjoys it and likes it,  and i honstly mean this im sorry to everyone. and elizabeth your blog is really good.!  (=peace =)

Hey every one.. im doing good/great. im hope everyone else is the same. life is treating me good. i went tubing yeaterday with some of my friends.. wow it was fun. then on friday the sophomores won the pep rally.....! yeah cause we are good like that! I went to the game on friday and we lost... but we are still good! then after the game i went with some friends to arbys where some of the other team was there and i was like c-r-e-e-k-w-o-o-d and everyone was like r-e-d-h-a-w-k-k it was soo cool.... yeah the freshman lost to dickson.... but i have no comment on that. ohh we are selling magazines for my school so if anyone wants to buy one.. just write me.. k well thats abut it right now.. im gonna go swimming.. holla

   Hola.. Life is great.... im doing soooo good in school && spanish is really easy. man i just love school. i hope the mime team had a great practice as usual! god has many many plans for that team! also mine && jarreds birthdays are coming up!!! so dont forget

 

Corey-- September 30

Jarred-- September 29

        

lol well i hope everyone has a fantastic day!!!
   

  Great Great Movie!! i liked it alottt.... who agrees???

i woke up this morning sick.... no one knowa what ive been through today... no one.. i think the devil is on my case sooo i dont know what to do... help me god.

Well last monday was my last mime practice.. im sorry theirs just to much confusion between people... and some one wrote a blog that i wish they hadnt cause i dont want people to know what my life is.. so this blog is saying im quiting the mime team... im really mad and hurt at a couple people and i apologize to everyone that i hurt in my last blog i was just mad.. and i ole austin a apologizey as well i should of said what i did in my last blog i was just mad and didnt know what to do... i shouldve said all that... carmen as well.. god as many plans for mission 12:2 ...  and i dont bleong in them .god bless!!!!

first elizabeth that was wrong of you to write that stuff .. no one needs to know all that.. and you wanst 12 years old we like dated up to you turning 14.. so quit making it sound wrong.. and half of that is over dramatic.... soo you need to erase it or delete iot.. thats wrong of you.. and i think its stupid that you and carmen are fight.. quit acting likel little kids.. cause you making austin think ' ohh look at me i have two grils fighting over me.. ' and thats stupid. elizabeth that was wrong of you to write on carmens blog ' carmen your on 13 ' elizabeth you only 14 or 15.. so you are more mature so GROW UP. GRR YALL ARE SOO DUMB grow up.... huhu

Hey man are you ok? their was an earth quake in Hawii last night... i heard it on the news =( i hope your ok... love ya be safe.. lol but seriously im freaked out... im at the stage of crying.... g2g2 school now but be on later...

boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?

girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.

boy- oh really? y?

girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.

boy- oh

girl- so what did we do in math 2day?

boy- u didnt miss nuthing that great.......just lots of notes

girl- ok good

boy- yeah

girl- hey i have a question......

boy- ok, ask away

girl-........how much do u love me?

boy- u kno i love u more than anything

girl- yeah.....

boy- y did u ask?

girl-................>silence<..........

boy- is something wrong?

girl- no nothing at all

boy- good.

girl- ..............how much do u care about me?

boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.

girl- u would?

boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried< is there something wrong??

girl- no, everythings fine......

boy- are u sure?

girl- yeah.

boy- ok.......i hope so.

girl- ..............would u die for me?

boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun

girl- really?

boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong???

girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine.

boy- ............ok

girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.

boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.

girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye.

THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:

boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?

friend- no

boy- oh.

friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.

boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last nite.

friend- well dude u kno how gurls are sumtimes

boy- yeah........but not her.

friend- idk wht else 2 say, man.

boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya after school.

friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.

THAT NIGHT:

-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
girl- hello?

boy- hey

girl- oh, hi.

boy- y weren't u at school 2day?

girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment.

boy- are u sick?

girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's callin on my other line.

boy- ill wait.

girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.

boy-........alright, i love u hun.

very long pause<


girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up.

boy- what???

girl- its the best thing for us right now.

boy- y????

girl- i love u.
click<


THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.

boy- hey dude

friend- hey

boy- whats up

friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately?

boy- no

friend- so u didnt hear?

boy- hear what?

friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell u......

boy- dude, wtf tell me

friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468

boy- ok............

BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL

-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam.

boy- uh.......i must have the wrong number, im looking for my friend.

voice- what is her name, sir?
(boy gives info)

voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.

boy- rele? y? what happened??? how is she???

voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.

boy- WHAT HAPPENED??!!!!

voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.

boy- WAIT! NO!
*dial tone*

BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.

boy- omg are u ok??

girl- ..................

boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!

girl- i..........

boy- u what?? U WHAT???

girl- i have cancer and im on life support

boy- .....................>breaks into tears<......................

girl- they're taking me off 2night

boy- y??

girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt

boy- y didnt u tell me????

girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.

boy- u could never hurt me

girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.

boy- ?

girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die for you and take a bullet for you.

boy- ...........

girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here w/u

boy- then y'd u break up w/me?

nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.

BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.

but what the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.

NEXT DAY

the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...
THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me...

I LOVE HIGH SCHOOL!!!! MY SCHOOL!!. LOL HA HA HA HA

im soooo tired of the first day.. wow i have spinish first thing in the moring then advance threater and im the only sophmore in there =( but then i have algebra 1 and angela is in there and all my friends anf then i have english 2 and alott of friends are in their too.. and i forgot i have a ton of friends in spanish.. lol i think im gonna fail.. also everyone wants me to run for vice president.. but idk

Monday, July 30, 2007 Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) You might believe that you are clear in your communication now, for you know what you are feeling and you're sure about what you want to say. But there is a metaphysical black hole lurking between your mind and your tongue, warping the thoughts that surface. If you're writing poetry or telling a story, this can add vision to your work. But otherwise, you'll need to stay aware of your words so that you don't needlessly confuse others

 

   WELL IM ABOUT TO GO FINISH MY SCHOOL SHOPPING SOO TTYL

1. How do you feel about the second to last person you kissed? we are just friends now soo i woulnt do that.

2. What's bothering you right now?
  people that needs to shut their mouth about stuff they dont know.

3. Will you kiss the last person you kissed again?
      Maybe idk

4. What is in your wallet?
money

5.What is on your computers background
  Me Me Me

6. Background on your cell phone?
    a cool picture i took of a bridge

7. Next time you will kiss someone?
   idk these are some personal questions..

8. Where your default picture was taken?
    My bathroom.. lol

9. Eyes:
    dk they put on my permitt thingy hazel

10. Life: is soo werid b/c you have to go through soo much and be living a christin walk..

11. House:
    big and boring

12. Doing this weekend?
       dk prob sitting home on the computer

13. Wearing?
     jeans and a areopostle t-shirt and boxers and sandles.. lol

14. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
       huh prob kirk

15. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
           chase or paige back here

16. Listening to?
     every breath you take...

17. Have you ever kissed anyone named Patty?
no

18. What do you smell like?
   well just got out of the shower and i smell G-R-E-A-T

19. Eating?
 chillie

20. On your bed, what is your favorite thing?
     my pillows

23. Do you remember your dreams?
        yes!

24. Do you burn easily in the sun?
umm not really.. i wish i did

25. Have you ever been gambling?
nope...

26. What's something you wish you could understand better?
      the bible... and social studies.. lol

27. What did you do last weekend?
     went school shopping

28. Who do you miss?
       my mommy toy =) .. chase and paige =(

29. Who is the last girl you hugged?
    huh prob. the pasters wife.. lol

30. Orange or apple juice?
   Orange juice

31. Who was the last person you went somewhere with?
my mom

32. What was the last text message?
 dk

33. Have you kissed anyone on your top friends?
     yes yes!

34. Last time you ate a home grown tomato?
     the other day

36. What was the last thing you drank?
 Gatorate

37. Whose house did you go to last night?
   huh prob angela

38. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
       my uncle

39. Do you like someone right now?
        yeah i think..

40. What do you wear more, slacks, jeans, or sweatpants?
Jeans...

41. What is the last movie you watched? With who?
       The flintstones

42. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
Dr. pepper ,Gatorade, and mountian dew

43. What are you excited about?
       school startin

44. Do you want someone you can't have?
         yes.. =(

45. Who was last to slap your butt?
        idk it happens to much

46. Where was the last place you went?
       car lot

47. What's on your mind right now?
        school and going to mime practice

48.have you cried recently?
    yeah

49. If an unstoppable force comes across an unmovable object, then what happens?
 the object gets hurt.. idk

50. Is taking a shower a daily habit?
yes b/c i dont want to stink...lol ......

  

     Neve let the fear of stricking out.. keep you from playing the GAME!!

 

                          ---- From some movie

But im getting a job at Dairy Queen.. yeah im excited.. but i already got a job paper thingy and thye were like are you 16 and im like im aboutr to turn 16 and they was like ohh ok.. cool. soo im gonna be making some m-o-n-e-y!!

 

       In other new im not getting a mustang i getting a 2007 something its a really really nice sports car.. it starts w/ a t and it cost 20000 yeah i gonnna safe a little and my mom and dad are gonna give me a little... so we are doing half and half.. yeah cool!!! its a grayish color.!!! i love it

Kristin b.c i really dont know her really good and i want to

 

    If you could have one super power what would it be??

 

 

 now answer it and post it on a blog and write a question under it.. kk

 im getting a tattoo on mt butt saying your name.. lol but yeah i think i am when i get a little older.. and i go up to someone and say i have your name on my butt and they will be like w.e lol

 

 

       

 

  Tyler i fell aslleep last night and i had a dream that you died..

 =( it felt soo real i was crying in the dream but it felt like i crying when i woke up.. then your mom tried to kill me.. wow but you kiled yourself b/c you were depress b/c you didnt like Hawii.. man that dream felt real like your mom was killing people the mime team was in and alott of my friends.. hope ya doing good!! miss ya

 Well it sarted last night... my sister was gonna go get her physical and i was gonna go take my permitt.. well i studied till like 3 in the morning. her appointment was at 9am and was was gonna go take it before that.. well im not an early person i wake up feeling good. and i take a hot shower and got out and got all cleaned up in case i got it... well im wearing my ae pant and my areopostal polo and im looking good. well i get down to the stupid place and itr was like 40mins till her appointment well we ask the people how long will it take for me to take my permitt.. and they were like you have to wait till all those people and i turn around and there was like 10 soo i was like momma we will come back.. well we went to sonic and ate and went to the doctor well spent about an hour i and an  half their and theen i was like ok im gonna go get it well momma was like do you want your hair cut and i was lie sure and i went to the place and she was book till noon so i was ok we will come back we ge to the drivers place and we went in and i got my number thing and we wait for bout 30mins we get called and we go up there and they was like was your social number and then i was like idk and momma was like idk and then they were like then you cant take the test and i was kinda mad.. well then we cant in touch w/ my step-dad nor my real-dad well we were on our way home to ge the social thingy and my real-dad calls man i was glad and he told me we was still in dickson soo i was glad we get there and get a new number and and get recalled up there and we lost my birth thing soo we start looking and found it well i finally ge to take the test and i did really good on it but i had bout 2 questions left when it turns off i missed to many questions ive been studing on line like the last 3 days and i got all those questions right it was the tricky ones i didnt get.. i wouldve past if  i wouldve went w/ my first guess .. thats a lesson for me.. yup but im going mustang hunting tomarrow to see which one like like..!!! thats my day

 

   Well lets start this blog off right

                    THIS SITE IS SOOO BORING .

         ok well life is ok at this moment. ive been thinking about chase alott. went past where he wreck at.. :( it was soo sad. it wasnt =even a big curve he was on the phone w/ his momma and his cell fell and bent down to pick it up and then it happen. god takes the best. i wish he didnt take him. i dont know why but this is still hard. sww the first day of school is gonna be different. :( uh i everytime i hear my wish the song i start watering up. and i think of him.. i know hes gonna read this and i want you to know chase we all love you sooo much!! and help us get through this ok man.. i cant believ your gone.  i wish it was me then you man.. love ya soo much! rip..

 

    Well school is about to start.. im sorta glad its soo boring here. and i love all my friends more than youll ever know.. ok and keep praying for me.. kk

Yall this is a really really good movie.

  Its sad though. =(

  but a great movie!

  fire fighters have it rough.. us teens and adults complain all the time.. (like putting food on the shelves (random) lol) but seriously these people do alott. Yall just dont know what they go threw.

i love that song Beautiful Girls!! it has one bad word but in the song you cant here it.. k but it has a good beat and its a great song (to me...lol)

 

         Chorus:
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

Verse 1:
See it started at the park
Used to chill at the dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Coz we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)

Refrain:
See it's very define, girl
One of a kind
But you mush up my mind
You walk to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

(Repeat Chorus)

Verse 2:
It was back in '99
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin' my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)

(Repeat Refrain and Chorus)

Verse 3:
Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin'
Please tell me why
I'm feelin' slightin'
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal...