Happy Birthday to Me! :)

Skunk.

I guess that . . . crap!

Welcome back to the Phusebox and all its members!

Last couple days have been pretty fun, though slightly sad too.

I like fun! :-)

Definitely not my night for bowling.

Siegel High School's variety show, on the other hand, was AWESOME. All of the performances were incredible. And I feel bad for singling people out, but shout outs are in order for a awesome solo by Rachel Chase and Stephen, Bekah, and Christina (and any others I missed who are welcome to throw things at me) for keeping it real, Belle Aire style. :-)

Lata.

So yeh, online tests and quizes are pretty hot.

Won at minis again yesterday. Woot.

You are a
Social Conservative
(36% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(30% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Totalitarian



Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

You are a
Social Conservative
(30% permissive)

and an...
Economic Moderate
(41% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Totalitarian



Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

This day definitely is not starting off well.

EDIT: But it has gotten much better.

Oakland = po-tayt-OWNED.

"What's tator's, precious?"
"O-H-S?!"

Missing Bruce for 1 year . . . .

photo from Causchy

YAY!

You know, I just realized that I really miss writing again.

No, not on weblogs.

Like, real writing. Stories and the like. My problem is, I dont know where to go with anything. And I always get bored.

Any thoughts?

The title says it all. I think I might be going to go to my grandparents' from tonight til Saturday afternoon. Eh, cool I guess. Lata.

So I'm here at work bored again. Oh well.

War of the Worlds was good, but pretty scary. Saw it with the rents.

Not much else to say right now, peeps. But things are good. :-)

I really dont like being the somewhat paranoid type. Every little thing always seems at first glance like something aimed at spiting me, and I respond accordingly, moments later realizing that I'm an idiot.

I dont always like being the emotional type. It means that I tend to blow things out of proportion when my feelings get hurt. That combined with the first one make that pretty darn difficult to deal.

I dont like having been raised to understand a chain of command. Sometimes it goes against my conscience and better judgement to do what comes from above. And that is pretty stressful, especially when I know the right thing. Or when both choices are the right thing but they directly conflict.

Relationships aren't easy. There are times where both parties get a bit ticked off at eachother. Or hurt eachothers' feelings. And that kinda is sad. But ya know what the thing of it is?

I think it is worth every bit of it. At least mine is.

One option is to shut out emotion. But, you see, that is retarded. The other option is to learn to deal. And I think that is what helps us grow up. Growth usually hurts. What doesn't kill me makes me stronger.

You, my dear Kiddo, make me stronger indeed.

You, dear Lord, make me stronger still.

All of you give strength to carry on.

Farewell, James Doohan. You had a long run. Scotty beams up no more.

Life is good. Lol, Amy and I have broken our old record for dating time as we have reached a week instead of 5 days. Hopefully it wont cut short anytime soon :-)

We wanna do something this week. Any ideas?

Extremely pleasant last couple of days. This lack of AIM has allowed much more sleep time. But it still is sometimes sad.

Tehe.

Now another trial must be dealt with. That should prove interesting. I just hope it goes well, I dont like being upset or having people upset with me. Especially as it affects other things.

Hrrm

Happy days.

Yeah, so my trouble is pretty well cleared up. A few fears here and there, but otherwise all clean.

It's official. :-)

So yeah . . . I'm tired and bored and hungry.

No worries. Leave me some love! I love you all.

"Sometimes something scary is just you being stupid about something you dont yet understand." -Dad

Well, darned if things arent weird. Do not be at all surprised if you never/rarely see me on AIM from now on.

Other than that little bit, everything seems somewhat calm for now. We shall see.

EDIT: Calmer but different. I'm really confused, hmmm.

Oddly I dont feel quite as down about everything as I expected. Then again, it is also quite true that two sources give different stories, and the one that I love and trust told one that rang truer.

Things are rocky, but I am not pessimistic right now.

Love conquers all. I hope that this holds true. But I'm sure it will. God is good.

EDIT: Well . . . jeez, now I'm getting confused. Certain things make more sense, others make less. Others feel better, some hurt worse. What the devil?