*PHUSEBOX IS A GREAT PLACE TO VENT*

December 12 2005
Anyways yeah when I woke up this morning my myspace account got deleted and I put alot of time and effort into it.I know I sound like Im making a big deal out of nothing but when I put alot of time into something I dont do it just to be doing.I mean  I really worked hard on my page.Man everything is just not working out for me this month or this year.I just wanna wake up one morning and just know everything is gonna be okay and its just like "Life's Not Fair" anymore.I wish life would stop getting hard and just be easy  for me.I was always picked on in high school and my life keeps fall down.I just need someone to pick me up when I fall cause when I try to pick myself up I keep falling.I guess I just need a hug right now and someone to tell me its gonna get better and be okay.I wanna be happy I feel like I failed like someone is punishing me seriously.I mean its been one year this month since my ex-fiance Jake left me.Im like is something seriously wrong with me and Christmas time its a rough time for me cause he left me December 26th of 2004 and Im just so sad and lonely.Anyways good things in life well thats that my 21st birthday is December 20th meaning next week on Tuesday.Just everyboy pray for me Im going through alot here lately.

Tyler

December 12 2005
whats up?

trumpetjaz

December 12 2005
sorry you're havin a rough time. definitely understand wanting to "wake up" and have everything be ok. i'll pray for you, hope things get better, soon!

Bob

December 13 2005
I'm sorry for the hard times that you're going through, I've been through similar events throughout my life so I know where you're coming from. Just remember that God has a plan for everything that happens in our lives (no matter how messed up and crappy they appear to us at the time). Also, another thing to keep in mind is that God doesnt chastise those that are not following his will. So the way I look at it when the chips are down and I'm lookin at the bottom of the barrel then I know without a shadow of a doubt that I'm doin something right and there's only one way to go from there and thats up.

Daniel Arnett

December 13 2005
Well, first let me say an early happy birthday. Secondly, life is hard but as long as you have friends who are willing to help you through it, it won't be so bad. Everyone falls in life. Falling doesn't demonstrate weakness, staying down does. As long as you keep trying to get up and move forward everything will be ok. Just remember that God will never put you through more in life than he knows you can handle. I know what it is like to feel like you let someone down and are being punished, that is how i felt when my grandmother got killed a month after i was at home and i didn't take that opportunity to see her. I felt like someone was saying you didn't do it when you had the chance and now you will never get to again. But with the help of my friends i was eventually able to make it through it. Hope this helped you feel a little bit better.

Henri Laswell

December 13 2005
i'm sorry that this happened to you. feel better.