I'm always saying how I'd love to be in a relationship and care about someone on a much deeper relationship than I have with anybody else and vise versa, but it really stinks when guys show interest, take you out, and you just know that there really isn't anything past friendship. Yeah, friendship is awesome, but dadgum, will the "feelings" ever be mutual?

One good thing from this: I do feel God around me. I know He's got good things in store for me, and He will provide me with everything I need. My friends are amazing, and I thank you for everything you've done and continue to do for me. Major props go out to Miss. Amy Powers ((happy b-day!)) and Miss Aimee Davis for chilling me out earlier on the phone, lol.


"Two things I ask of you, O Lord; do not refuse me before I die; keep falsehood and lies far from me; give me neither poverty nor riches, but give me only my daily bread. Otherwise, I may have too much and disown you and say 'Who is the Lord?' Or I may become poor and steal, and so dishonor the name of my God." -Proverbs 30:7-8