i could sit here and tell you my life is perfect. but its not. it has its ups and downs. Its heartaches and heartbreaks. its smiles and laughters.

but its mine.

i wouldnt trade my family, my friends, my life for anything. and even in the times i hate it the most, sometimes i just want to pull all of my hair out and scream and have this major hysteria fit, my life continues to surprise me.

that i can smile through the tears. laugh away my troubles. do the happy dance for someone who is worse off than me.

 maybe its not my life at all. maybe i just constantly surprise myself.