i'm feeling so rushed in the love department. lol. i mean... at the biginning of the semester my sister and my mom were both calling me night and day trying to find out if i had any dates yet. lol. (maybe not night and day... but pretty close). yeah... i had a few dates... but no one of interest... so toward the end of the semester my sister sets me up on a blind date... and now she's talking about setting me up on another one. my brother won't leave me alone about the first one... and my brother-in-law interegates me all the time. i guess the deal is... both my parents and my sister & bro-in-law have found something so wonderful... that they can't wait for me to find it too. and i think that's awesome... but i'll find is when God brings it my way. i don't even want to focus on it so much... i have so much more going on right now... i have so much i want to be doing. how can i pour myself into all of it if i'm sitting around moping about what i don't have?.... i already have soo much. i'm afraid that all that God has planned for my semester (or even year)... all the things He wants me to learn... and ways He wants me to grow... all the friends i'm supposed to make (guys and girls)... will just go over my head.. b/c i wasn't looking for them. if the right guy comes along this year... awesome. but i'm going to leave that one up to God. He knows what He's doing. He knows the beginning... and the end :) ~Hopes