well i had an awesome weekend this weekend. but then i got home and i had to do something that i really didnt want to. some of u know wat it is.  but ne way.. it really sucked having to do it.  i hate making people feel bad. i dont know, if i didnt hav feelings then i wouldnt feel bad. and it sucks cause i do care.

its just the fact that i hear that wat i feel and think matters and i really dont think that it does. maybe im just stupid i dont know. but until someone can prove me wrong then that is wat im going to think. it just sucks.