"and we couldn't bare to believe they could make it
we had to close our eyes."--never die young (james taylor)

listen to it, it's an amazing song!!!

talk about love..mhm

ALL GUYS:

1. why would you call your girlfriend and then not talk to her?
2. why would you not call your girlfriend to tell her you are/aren't going to see her today? instead you just leave her to wonder and hope that you're coming over.

GAH DAMNIT. I get pissed at him too easily.

it's getting

better...

"and all you have to do is cry"
and that's all I want to do....
But I don't think I have any tears left in my eyes
after last night...
it's not fair
a girl should be able to cry if she wants to

things to cry about::
Danielle
Reice
Baby #2
Stress
Not skinny enough
Not pretty enough
Not smart enough
Stepping over boundaries
Not knowing what to say
Not knowing how to fix what I ruined
Missing someone
Wishing it wasn't four.frikkin.days
Wondering about life/the future
Wondering if he loves me
and on the list could go...*sigh*

maybe they're right?
we'll find out.

They love to tell you stay inside the lines

I'm gonna take it upon myself
To be with you and love no one else
Cause your my girl and I'm your man
So come on over life just began
But then comes...
Dooby dooby dadada do you love her?
Dooby dooby dadada do you love her?
Dooby dooby dadada do you love her?
Do do dad I don't know if I love her

sometimes I think my boyfriend feels like that
hm...I think I'm just paranoid.

"I thought you'd leave alone
cos after all it wasn't that far to go"

I thought I would leave alone
after all it wasn't that far to go
boy, was I wrong
:]

everybody here is outta sight
they don't bark they don't bite
they keep things loose

"people speak of love,
don't know what they're thinking of
wait around for the one who fits just like a glove"

'this just might hurt a little
love hurts sometime when you do it right
don't be afraid of a little bit of pain
pleasure is on the other side
let your guard down just a little
I'll keep you safe in these arms tonight
hold onto me pretty baby
and you will see i can be all you need
won't you stay, stay'--john legend

boy suck

and I'm really.really. mad at [the.boyfriend]

He wants to give me the world
and I'll follow him anywhere
we ruined each other's plans
but at this point neither of us care
but we've agreed...
we're both too young for this
hah. nothing to do about it now..
and I really like it.
really.really like it.
I could get used to this .love. thing

She's in love with the boy

"sunshine go away today
I don't feel much like dancing."--johnathon edwards it's a good song

mm today...I'm going to a cookout..
I sense problems.and.drama
but I'll do my best to ignore it
and deal with it later..or not at all
I'm not letting anyone..or anything..bring me down today
:)
I'll try and you better try too, baby.

I got bored....

this time last year:

now:

I want to be this girl
one I knew back in middle school
I wanna look like her
Dress like her
have her outward attitude
have her friends
have her security
and strong belief in something good
hm...

It sure felt good today
Standing on the frontline
The earth, the sun, me and you
Your beauty in my eyes
The reason for my smile
Take this picture and give it over to you
She walked in and made me smile
Talked a bit then stayed for a while
Beautiful vessel, who is full in you?
Come fill me
I stand and watch as the earth disappears
As the sky and water become one
And every time i think of love i think of you
And how you move me
You move me
And here i am waiting
I'm waiting for you
With arms outstretched
And here i am longing
I'm longing for you
For you

this special [boy] sent me those lyrics
:)

Hawaii on friday...