Cameron
Social
Relationship Status
Single
Highschool
Siegel High
Favorite Music
Alter Bridge, Aqualung, Artic Monkeys, Audioslave, The Beatles, Boa [not BoA], Bottom of the Hudson, Broken Social Scene, Marc Broussard, Cool Hand Luke, Miles Davis, Days Away, Dead Heart Bloom, Eisley, Finding Steve Cunningham, Flaming Lips, The Fray, French Kicks, Frou Frou, Gorillaz, Imogen Heap, In Praise of Folly, Jack Johnson, Killswitch Engage, Chuck Leavell, Keb' Mo', Thelonious Monk, Mourning September, New Buffalo, Nirvana, Pearl Jam, Porcupine Tree, Postal, The Postal Service, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rise Against, The Roosevelts, Rubyhorse, Adam Searan, The Seatbelts, Sherwood, Shinedown, Sigur Ros, Slipknot, Submersed, Sufjan Stevens, Art Tatum, Thrice, Matt Wertz, Young Blood Brass Band, Zero 7
Favorite Movies
28 Days, Arsenic and Old Lace, As Good as it Gets, A Beautiful Mind, Big Fish, The Breakfast Club, Butterfly Effect, City Slickers, Coffee and Cigarettes, Count of Monte Cristo, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Fight Club, Hard Day's Night, The Legend of 1900, Lord of the Rings, Lost in Translation, Memento, Million Dollar Baby, Mr. Smith Goes to Washington, Office Space, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, The Pianist, Pirates Of The Caribbean, Popeye, Pulp Fiction, Rope, Spiderman, The Thin Man, This is Spinal Tap, The Truman Show, What About Bob, When Harry Met Sally
my life in song
September 11 2006
welcome to the fallout
welcome to resistance
the tension is here, the tension is here
between who you are and who you could be
between how it is and how it should be...
welcome to resistance
the tension is here, the tension is here
between who you are and who you could be
between how it is and how it should be...
quote of the night
July 21 2006
- alright, i got to get rid of all this stuff.
- what stuff?
- all of this crap in my pants.
[me, aaron, me; after leaving Steak and Shake]
- what stuff?
- all of this crap in my pants.
[me, aaron, me; after leaving Steak and Shake]
peace of mind
July 17 2006
regrets
July 15 2006
it brings hurt to
my life to see so much
pain in this world
so i'll sit here
thinking of all i can do
to get through this dream
i close my eyes today
heavy thoughts seem to slip away
when You are here on my darkest days
i trust in You
many debts i cannot repay
too many clouds in my sky today
i trust in You
this is for the broken hearted
this is for the pain that's started
i know with the waters parted
you'll see we will be
at peace
so think clear
remember all that has
brought us here to stay
and don't fear
the face of change it will heal
and help deal with the pain
i open my eyes today
when i reach out for a hand to
guide me through the storm
pull me through the norm
i reach for You
we are born innocent
we are born innocent
my life to see so much
pain in this world
so i'll sit here
thinking of all i can do
to get through this dream
i close my eyes today
heavy thoughts seem to slip away
when You are here on my darkest days
i trust in You
many debts i cannot repay
too many clouds in my sky today
i trust in You
this is for the broken hearted
this is for the pain that's started
i know with the waters parted
you'll see we will be
at peace
so think clear
remember all that has
brought us here to stay
and don't fear
the face of change it will heal
and help deal with the pain
i open my eyes today
when i reach out for a hand to
guide me through the storm
pull me through the norm
i reach for You
we are born innocent
we are born innocent
Quiet...
July 12 2006
shhhh....
listen...
...
do you hear it?
do you hear that sound?
that's the sound of my IQ
crashing, spiralling to the ground
so...
July 06 2006
Mrs. Janna Lee Cowan, mother of one of my closest friends and second mother to me, has died of cancer as of tuesday afternoon.
if any of you know David or the rest of his family, keep them in your prayers.
and so God guides another daughter home.
a video
June 23 2006
because kelsey's making me
June 19 2006
update begins now
i'm working.
e.i. cameron has no life.
or free time.
but it's fun. if anyone didn't know, i'm working at the Boy's and Girl's Club right now, so if you're ever free, drop on by. i work from about 9 to 4:30, but i'm not guaranteed to be there on either tuesday or thursday afternoons.
on a slightly unrelated note, i somehow managed to watch six movies this weekend. four were in theater, two on dvd. is that insane or what? it was a heck of a lot of fun though.
well, i'm out.
i'm working.
e.i. cameron has no life.
or free time.
but it's fun. if anyone didn't know, i'm working at the Boy's and Girl's Club right now, so if you're ever free, drop on by. i work from about 9 to 4:30, but i'm not guaranteed to be there on either tuesday or thursday afternoons.
on a slightly unrelated note, i somehow managed to watch six movies this weekend. four were in theater, two on dvd. is that insane or what? it was a heck of a lot of fun though.
well, i'm out.
[forgotten memory]
June 01 2006
whisper in the yard and turn the trees all into toys
lay there on the ground and turn the dirt into your joy
from what i see and what i know it's all been boring lately
so i suggest we trade a question mark in for a maybe
time your riddles right and make a point that has no sense
make sure that you're smiling and the money's been well spent
innocence and ignorance it all goes hand in hand
i'm not sure that i'm right but i hope you'll understand
i hope that you're still waiting for the start that has no end
and all the plastic people have now become your friends
before you start to drift and your soul begins to scream
i just wanted to tell you that you're living in a dream
lay there on the ground and turn the dirt into your joy
from what i see and what i know it's all been boring lately
so i suggest we trade a question mark in for a maybe
time your riddles right and make a point that has no sense
make sure that you're smiling and the money's been well spent
innocence and ignorance it all goes hand in hand
i'm not sure that i'm right but i hope you'll understand
i hope that you're still waiting for the start that has no end
and all the plastic people have now become your friends
before you start to drift and your soul begins to scream
i just wanted to tell you that you're living in a dream
X - 3
May 26 2006
yeah i saw it
midnight showing
in the ginourmous franklin theater
with 1500 others
it was pretty freakin good.
[can anyone say 'sequel?']
times are changing
May 18 2006
so this chapter might be over,
but the story's just beginning.
-----------------------------------------------
so gather up your jackets, move it to the exits
i hope you have found a friend
closing time
every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end
- semisonic
but the story's just beginning.
-----------------------------------------------
so gather up your jackets, move it to the exits
i hope you have found a friend
closing time
every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end
- semisonic
father and son
May 10 2006
when i was your age i was just like you
and just look at me now; i'm sure you do
but your grandfather was just as bad
and you should have heard him trash his dad
life's no picnic, that's a given
my mom's mom died when my mom was seven
my mom's father was a tragic guy
but he was so distant that no one knows why
now, your mother's family, you know them
each and every one a gem
each and every one a gem
when i was your age i was a mess
on a bad day i still am, i guess
i think i know what you're going through
everything changes but nothing is new
and i know i'm miserable, can't you see?
i just want you to be just like me
boys grow up to be grown men
and then men change back into boys again
you're starting up and i'm winding down
ain't it big enough for us both in this town?
say it's big enough for us both in this town
when i was your age i thought i hated my dad
and that the feeling was a mutual one that we had
we fought each other day and night
i was always wrong; he was always right
but he had the power and he needed to win
his life half over, mine about to begin
i'm not sure about all this Oedipal stuff
but when we were together it was always rough
hate is a strong word; i want to back-track
the bigger the front, then the bigger the back
the bigger the front, then the bigger the back
now you and me are me and you
and it's a different ball-game though not brand-new
i don't know what all this fighting is for
but we're having us a teenage/middle-age war
i don't want to die and you want to live
it's a little bit of take and a whole lot of give
it never really ends though each race is run
this thing between a father and a son
maybe it's power and push and shove
maybe it's hate but probably it's love
maybe it's hate but probably it's love
and just look at me now; i'm sure you do
but your grandfather was just as bad
and you should have heard him trash his dad
life's no picnic, that's a given
my mom's mom died when my mom was seven
my mom's father was a tragic guy
but he was so distant that no one knows why
now, your mother's family, you know them
each and every one a gem
each and every one a gem
when i was your age i was a mess
on a bad day i still am, i guess
i think i know what you're going through
everything changes but nothing is new
and i know i'm miserable, can't you see?
i just want you to be just like me
boys grow up to be grown men
and then men change back into boys again
you're starting up and i'm winding down
ain't it big enough for us both in this town?
say it's big enough for us both in this town
when i was your age i thought i hated my dad
and that the feeling was a mutual one that we had
we fought each other day and night
i was always wrong; he was always right
but he had the power and he needed to win
his life half over, mine about to begin
i'm not sure about all this Oedipal stuff
but when we were together it was always rough
hate is a strong word; i want to back-track
the bigger the front, then the bigger the back
the bigger the front, then the bigger the back
now you and me are me and you
and it's a different ball-game though not brand-new
i don't know what all this fighting is for
but we're having us a teenage/middle-age war
i don't want to die and you want to live
it's a little bit of take and a whole lot of give
it never really ends though each race is run
this thing between a father and a son
maybe it's power and push and shove
maybe it's hate but probably it's love
maybe it's hate but probably it's love
another ambiguous blog title...
May 08 2006
so jazz fest was, in a word, amazing.
i had sooo much fun.
too bad it's already over...
so i think i'm going to West Side Story tonight.
anyone want to come with?
actually, i know i'm going, i just don't want to go alone.
because going alone sucks
and is nothing but a testament to my uncoolness.
but i'll probably end up going alone anyways...
oh well
[T minus 361 days and counting]
i had sooo much fun.
too bad it's already over...
so i think i'm going to West Side Story tonight.
anyone want to come with?
actually, i know i'm going, i just don't want to go alone.
because going alone sucks
and is nothing but a testament to my uncoolness.
but i'll probably end up going alone anyways...
oh well
[T minus 361 days and counting]
holy crap. . .
May 04 2006
jazz fest is in ONE FREAKING DAY!!!
i'm so excited.
oh, by the way, alfred hitchcock is amazing.
who else could film an entire movie in one single take?
so, then
April 24 2006
it's about time for my jazz binge, since two of the most glorious days of the year are fast approaching . . .
so i've decided that i listen to way too much music. it can't be healthy, but i love it. especially cause i've gotten around 5 new cds in the past couple of weeks [mass rejoicing].
the lovely list of groups/artists on the left are all people that i've listened to in the past couple of weeks. 43 of them. i could seriously list about twice as many, and there's still more that i want . . .
isn't that so pathetic?
so i've decided that i listen to way too much music. it can't be healthy, but i love it. especially cause i've gotten around 5 new cds in the past couple of weeks [mass rejoicing].
the lovely list of groups/artists on the left are all people that i've listened to in the past couple of weeks. 43 of them. i could seriously list about twice as many, and there's still more that i want . . .
isn't that so pathetic?
