Karma -

what goes around comes around

karma is a bitch =]

gossip hurts

be careful who you pick your battles with

you won't always win every battle

<3

Fuck , nothing matters anymore what been said has been said

and im done with everyones bullshit

everyone has just been fucking bullshiting me the past month

and im tired of being lied to

&&

being hurt for no fucking reason

so i dont care who you chose

it will just make my life easier

if i say

good-bye to everyone and all the fucking memories

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hmm so yeah .. past week has been real rough .

but now i know who my true friends are

so i said my good-byes

&&

now im done

for good

<3

yeah im also done with this ...

check me out at myspace ..

http://www.myspace.com/xlizabethx

hmm ..

schools a bore

rents mite know bout him =[

not good

gotta lie low for a while

this weekend ;;

gotta spend time with family

rather go to

my friends birthday party

but i cant go =[

gonna cause more questions bout him =[

everything starting to fuck up once again

why cant i just be happy for once in life ??

was i not suppose to be here?

why am i being punished for everything ?

why am i always doing the wrong thing?

when i do something right why doesnt anyone care?

i just want to get away from all the bullshit life gives you

but whats the point of running

gotta face my problems eventually

i just dont know what to do anymore

i dont want things to turn out like last time ]=

so many people are gonna say they can help ;;

but they really cant ;;

they dont know half of the shit i have to go through everyday ;;

most people think i can go out all the time ;;

not true ;;

most people think i never get in trouble ;;

not true ;;

most people think my parents trust me ;;

definatly not true ;;

it seems like i get everything i want ;;

but i have to work for it ;;

and most people dont realize it ;;

alot of people just think im this rich asian girl who gets everything she wants ;;

just because my parents work at nissan ;;

and that i live in a nice neighborohood ;;

yes i do have my own car thats brand new ;;

yes i do have a mp3 player ;;

yes i do have a computer  and the internet ;;

yes i do have a digital camera ;;

yes i do have my own room ;;

but i work my ass off for all the shit i get ;;

and i want people to realize that ;;

sometimes i dont know why i even bother to explain myself ;;

its not like anyone cares =[ ;;

i should just dissappear ;;

its not like anyone's gonna miss me ......

im tired of pleasing everyone .. i just want to do what i feel is right not what someone else wants me to do .. i dont want to say no and have that person just be mad at me just cause i didnt want to go but at the same time i dont to force myself into doing soimthing that i know is wrong .. for once i wish i knew what i wanted to do .. i wish i could do what i wanted to do and not what someone else wants me to do .. i dont want them to hate me just because i rather stay home then go out with them and go chill somewhere like always ... from now on im going to get online less and start going out less and if someone doesnt like it well they can just go fuck themself .. cause this is who i want to be so take me as i am for just leave me alone ..

just had alot on my mind and had to vent and let it all out ..

<3 lizabeth

time started: 12:03
name: alizabeth
nickname(s): lizabeth,liz,beth
birthday: sept. 22nd
where were you born: murfressboro,tn
zodiac sign: virgo
height: 5'1"
hair color: black
eye color: brown
shoe size:  7 1/2
ring size: 5
skin color: tan
blood type: laos
grade: 10
GPA: 2.1 =
siblings: ashely
tattoos: n/a
piercings: ears
hobbies: tv, &the internet
color: turquois [sp]
food: whatever's tasty to me
candy: um, i really don't have one
type of cheese: cheese doesn't really matter to me...
pizza topping: sausage
salad dressing: ranch
sandwich: ham&cheese, please
cereal: cheerios .. not a big breakfeast eater
fruit: apples&grapes
vegetable: anything
berry: strawberry
cake: umm, vanilla&strawberry
book: um, i don't have a fave book
movie: i have many, :]
magazine: seventeen && teen people
newspaper: sorry, don't read the newspaper, haha
tv show: everything
website: myspace&xanga&phusebox
radio station: 101.1,&107.5
font: tahoma&arial
cartoon character: cosmo && wanda from the fairly oddparents
actor: n/a
actress: n/a
cd: my newest mixed cd, puaha.
song: mary j - be w/o you
music group: many
music type: mostly everything, besides hardcore rock&
day of the week: friday&saturday
month: june&july haha school's out!
season: summer
holiday: christmas&my birthday
shampoo: pantene, tresseme&suave
conditioner: pantene, tresseme&suave
number: 25
phrase: n/a
store: any store
weather: sunny
restaurant: o`charleys
channel: mtv
teacher: bo
weekend activity: shopping,
hangout: malls&movies
house color: as long as it looks good :D
sport to watch: basketballl
sport to play: dont play sports
animal: puppy
flower: iduno lol
guy's name: haven'r thought of it
girl's name: haven't really thought of it, lol
board game: life
party game: blackjack
story from childhood: wolf&the 3 pigs
body part: mine? umm, my eyes, i guess

have you ever
been on a train: yeah
been on a plane: yeah,
been in a car accident: yeah :[
caused a car accident: nope,
run into a wall: yeah, i'm a clutz. haha
burned a potato chip: nope
almost burned the house down: never
broken the law: yeah
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes): yeah
kissed someone of the opposite sex: yes
kissed someone of the same sex: nope
frenched an animal: um, never!
made out: nope
had cyber sex: no
gotten engaged: no
had an online relationship: no
been rejected by a crush: yeah
loved: yeah
made yourself cry to get out of trouble: haha who hasn't
cried in public: nope
cried over a movie: yeah
fallen asleep in a movie theater: nope
given someone a bath: yes
been to a boarding school: no
been home-schooled: no
lost a valuable item: yeah
bungee jumped: no .
skied: no
met the president: no
met a celebrity: no
gotten a cavity: yeah
shopped at abercrombie & fitch: yeah
made a prank call: yeah who hasn't?
skipped school: yeah who hasn't?
faked sick to get out of school: yeah
purchased something that you knew didn't fit: no
climbed a tree: nope
fallen from a tree: nope
broken a bone: yeah! when i was younger
sprained anything: nope
passed out: from drinking or something? if so, nopeee
made yourself pass out: nope
been to disney world: yeah
been to a theme park (not disney): i think so
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative): yeah
made a model volcano (working model): yeahh
made a clover leaf with your tounge: nopeee
what did you do yesterday: wid tha family
memory you want to forget: rather not say =x
something you regretted after it was done: rather not say =x
last song you heard: 98 degress - my eveything
cd you bought: mary j blige - the breakthrough
last thing you said: okay
last time you cried: umm yesterday =
movie seen in a theater:underworld 2
thing you ate: pho =]
person who called: danny =]
nail polish shade worn: clear
time you showered: afternoonish
person who complimented you: dont remeber

at this moment
what are you listening to: tv
what are you wearing: tshirt&jeans
what are you thinking: about how long this survey will take && him
what are you scared of most: dying&the policeee
how many people are on your buddy list: aim? 65

future
occupation:  photographer or pastry chef
marriage site: where everyone will see :D
honeymoon: parissss!
place to live: anywhere but tn
kids: 2 :]
car: idk
what are you doing tomorrow: chillin wid friends
do you think george bush will be reelected: no!!!
will there be a wwIII: i'm not psychic
will politics ever be truthful: idk, maybe maybe not
will humanity snuff itself out: quit asking me dumb questions
can the gov. be changed: probably?

do you believe in
heaven: yes
hell: yes
angels: yes
devil: yes
God: yeah
buddha: yes
aliens: no
ghosts: umm, not really, but yeah
spirit (soul): yeah
soulmates: no
reincarnation: maybe, who knows!?
love at first sight: no.
karma: yeah
love in general: yes
luck: some
yourself: yeah

crush
who and when was your first crush: um, i don't remember
any now: umm yes lol
a celebrity crush: nopeee.
who do you want to be with right now: him
whos number do you want: anyone i want
who do you want to kiss: him =]
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex: nothing
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be: him =]
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you: you tell mee
first thing noticed about the opposite sex: personaility && smile
what do you look for personality-wise: nice, sweet, caring, thoughtful,
biggest turn on: lol flirting? hahahah idk
biggest turn off: idk
something they wear that turns you on: idunno, lol
something they wear that turns you off: idunno
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you: um, idk
the most romantic thing that has happened to you: nothing, yet
what do you wear on a coffee date: umm , whatever looks nice
its all right to flirt if: you're single
you're taken: yes, if you dont take it too far =]
is cyber cheating: um, yeahhh
are eyes the passegeway to the soul: &whatever that so means?
who would you like to take to the prom: him =]
do you want to hug somebody right now: yeah ok.
do you know what an aphrodisiac is: i think so

describe
mellow: soft, calmish
melancholy: too big of a word for meeeeee
the perfect date: nice&romantic,
the perfect mate: eh, i really don't know, it's whatever everyone likes
how m&m's are made: with chocolate&food coloring shells haha jk
why manhole covers are round: IDK i'm not that smart.

one or the other
coke/pepsi: pepsi, man
sprite/7-up: sprite, of course
boxers/briefs: boxers
gold/silver: silver
vanilla/chocolate: choclate
flowers/candy: both =]
book/magazine: magazine
tv/radio: both!
glass half empty/half full: half full
democrat/republican: neither lol
colored pencils/markers: markers.
coffee/tea: coffee, if its from starbucks :]
sun/moon: sun.
day/night: night
hot/cold: hot
dog/cat:. dogs
button/zipper: zipper
cotton/feather pillow: cotton
blue/purple: blue
plumber/trashman: dirty ppl none
jeans/shorts: jeans
long distance relationship/none: long distance, ppl need love too
mechanical/regular pencil: mechanical
matt/ben: um none
that 70's show/simpsons: that 70's show
kelso/eric: none
donna/jackie: are these shows? haha, none don't like neither
bart/lisa: bart, he's cool
romeo/juliet: julliet
romantic comedy/thriller: comedy
nsync/bsb: haha nsync
peanut butter/jelly: peanut butter jelly timeee! haha, get on the dance floor, lol sike. um, peanutbutter
waffles/pancakes: pancakes! mmm
letter/email: letter
florida/california: californiaaa all the way
pizza/burgers: burgers
hat/visor: hat
football/rugby: football
iceskating/blading: ntoh
movie at home/in theater: both :D

first thing you think of when you hear
yellow: crayon
red lipstick: no
socks: my forces
cowtipping: cow lol
moulin rouge: diamonds are a girls best friend :]
greenland: fence
iceland: snow
harry potter: ron&hermoine
red: flowers
blackberry: berry
rose: red
rooster: barn
taxes: moneymoney
bill clinton: president
whipped cream: icecream
george w. bush: gray hair [sorry] lol
lollipops: sucker
dreams: sleeeep!
love: heart
guys: girls
south park: old fort park lol
boy bands: fob, [falloutboy] idk why
pengiuns: ice!
girls: drama
thong: black
death: noooo! =[
spoons: fork
junk mail: trash can.
dairy: milk&cheese
panties: haha
your father: mom.
pizza: dominos
britney spears: kevin
vitamin: c

are you
happy: i guess, i am.
sad: nah
religious: somewhat.
bitchy: yeah when i'm mad
crazy: yeaaaaah haha
messy: hate to say it, but SOMETIMES.
mad: no
slacker: lol, yeah
nerd: no
bookworm: no
jock: haha no
preppy: yeah, not all the way
selfish: no, unless i don't like u.
giving: yeah, always
obsessive: mmm ill admit, yeah.
violent: if i'm mad, durh
calm: yeah
peaceful: yeah
mellow: i can be
eccentric: stop with the big words, please?!
caring: yessum
trustworthy: yes
loyal: yeah
patriotic: um, probably
perverted: no
colorful: yeah i guess
artistic: people say i am

miscellaneous
what color is your jacket: i have alot of jackeys
do you shave: yes
where: thats for me to know.
what color is your razor: clear
what size is your bed: full i think
what color crayon would you be: blue or orange
what are the last four digits of your phone number: 8854
feelings on abortion: i don't like it
how long does it take you to shower: 30 mins - an hour
what does your screenname mean: x0 babyy ily .. just read it
thoughts on blonde pop stars in general: some are ok&ugly
who do you trust the most: family&some friends
is cussing a necessity in life: hell yeahh
how about coffee: if its from starbucks .. hand it over lol
is the world screwed: yeah lol
what something you cant live without: a camera, or my cell
what time did you fall asleep: 12
know what 69 means: yes O_o
how about 143: no =x
can you live without a microwave: yeah, i know how to cook
what do think about death: i don't want to
where and when do you want to be married: iuno?
do you want to drop out of school: NO, i don't want to be a dropout
why is the sky blue: im not sure
what is a good trait about yourself: tell me what you like!
what do you always think about: him =]
what is wrong with your school: haha everything
what is right with your school: hahaha the people i guess
how do you react to change: depends on the change
do you talk to yourself: no
what is your opinion on love: everyone needs love
can you afford to lose weight: yeah but everyone thinks im alreadyy wayy to skinny
what color would you dye your hair: redish brown
best thing anyones told you: i dont know
what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot: haha thanks?
does being psycho appeal to you: umm. next question!
if you wrote a book, what would it be about: i dont know .. like i would write a book ..
what would you change your name to: i wouldn't
longest crush lasted how long: idunn0
time finished: 12:30

Before the MySpace/Xanga/Phusebox frenzy.

Before the Internet & text messaging.

Before Sidekicks & iPods.

Before MIKE JONESSS

Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX.

Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night.

when it was cool to have a pager not a cell phone

WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL

When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.

When u had a walkman because cd players were way too expensive

When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.

When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.

When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans.

When 2Pac and Biggie were alive.

When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.

Way back.

Tag.

Up, Up, Down, Down, Left, Right, Left Right ABA means something to you

Get Over Here!!!! means something to you.

Hide-n-Go Seek at dusk.

Red Light, Green Light.

Heads Up 7 Up.

Playing Kickball & Dodgeball until your porch light came on.

Hopskotch.

Slip-n-Slides.

Tree Houses.

Mother May I?

Red Rover.

Four Square.

Hula Hoops.

Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps.

The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies.

Playing Street Hockey with the neighborhood friends.

Falling off your school chair for leaning back on it's hind legs.

Running through the sprinklers.

Crying when Mufasa died in the Lion King.

Happy Meals where you chose a Barbie or a Hot Wheels car.

Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car.

Drinking Sqeeze It "Squeeze The Fun Out Of It"

Wait.

Watching Saturday Morning Cartoons in your PJ's still wrapped up in your Garfield comforter.

Hey Arnold, Doug, Rugrats.

The original Power Rangers

Beast Wars

Or what about:

The Secret Life of Alex Mack.

Ren & Stimpy.

Beavis and Butthead

Double Dare.

Rocko's Modern Life.

AAAHH!! REAL MONSTERS.

Wild & Crazy Kids.

Clarissa Explains it All.

CAMP ANAWANA

Hey Dude

Are You Afraid of the Dark?

All that(The original cast members.)

Kenan & Kel.

Who could forget Snick? & Nick @ Nite with Bewitched, I Dream of Jenie, The Facts of Life & I Love Lucy.

or when they actually played music (other than just rap) on MTV

Where everyone wanted to be in love after watching The Wonder Years.

Not finished yet.

Kool-Aid was the drink of choice.

Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school.

Class field trips.

the yo-yo craze(x-brain,fireball,etc.)

finger boards

POGS(Damn, thats way back!)

When Christmas was the most exciting time of year.

When $5 seemed like a million, & another dollar a miracle.

When you begged to go to McDonalds for dinner everyday.

When Toys R Us overuled the mall.

Go back to the time when

Decisions were made by going 'eeny-meeny-miney-moe'.

Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming 'do over!'

'Race issue' ment arguing about who ran the fastest.

Money issues were handled by whoever was banker in "Monopoly".

It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends.

Being old referred to anyone over 20.

A chance to skate as a couple at the local roller rink was like winning the lottery.

The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties.

Nobody was prettier than Mom.

Nobody was cooler or stronger than Dad.

Scrapes & bruises were kissed & made better.

It was a big deal to finally be tall enought to ride the "big people" rides at the fair.

When playing Nintendo was the hardest thing ever.

When Ninja Turtles ruled the world.

If you can remember most or all of these
then you have lived in the 90's!

dengg wishh i couldd go bacc to tha 90's ... those were tha best yearss ....

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