im tired of pleasing everyone .. i just want to do what i feel is right not what someone else wants me to do .. i dont want to say no and have that person just be mad at me just cause i didnt want to go but at the same time i dont to force myself into doing soimthing that i know is wrong .. for once i wish i knew what i wanted to do .. i wish i could do what i wanted to do and not what someone else wants me to do .. i dont want them to hate me just because i rather stay home then go out with them and go chill somewhere like always ... from now on im going to get online less and start going out less and if someone doesnt like it well they can just go fuck themself .. cause this is who i want to be so take me as i am for just leave me alone ..

just had alot on my mind and had to vent and let it all out ..

<3 lizabeth