I always feel really weird writing about my personal life online but I just needed to find somewhere (particularly on a site where most of my friends aren't on. lol.) to write and put my thoughts.

So anywho today I was totally excited to see all my friends. I haven't seen most of them in a while (since school ended) so naturally when they came back to move I rushed home after work to hang out. It was cool and all catching up and just laughing about silly stuff (which I really needed after having a not so good day at work). I was having fun until someone suggested some not so wholesome activities. I declined but that they decided to go head and leave me behind.

For some reason I wasn't mad. (maybe I should have been I don't know) I was just disappointed and shocked at them for even considering doing something like that. When they came back I decided to leave and just go home. Its like what happened to these people I thought I knew? I would have never imagined three years ago they would do some of the things they've done in the past few months and its getting worse. I don't even recognize them anymore. And don't get me wrong I love my friends. We've all had some great times together and I really do consider them family but this is becoming hard for me to just sit back and watch them get out of control. When I do say something its always "Whatever. Stop being so uptight!"  I don't want to lose them but I feel their behavior is getting worse...